Everything »mfz and jvo (discontinued)

chapter 8

•make believe•
mack's pov

edited 

i wake up finding myself hooked into a heart beating machine and others which i had no normal knowledge of , how long has it even been..? i shift my head towards the right and see an emerald green eyed brunette asleep. i can't generally help it but form a sly smile across my lips , until i remember the harsh argument we had last time i was conscious. my smile quickly erases itself from my lips and i shift my head back to its original position. i was sore and genuinely just wanted to get out of here.

i quickly began to find ways to unhook myself without making any noise , carefully minding my fully bandaged arm. however, i was too slow and found myself being held by the tall-ish brunette that slept beside me. " hey you're finally awake!" he says, kissing my soft lips shocking me with every shook energy i had left in my body. "woah, johnny hey.." i replied pushing him away gently. "oh fuck. i'm so sorry, i don't know what the fuck i was thinking." he whispered, immediately pulling himself off the bed. "it's okay" i smiled, blushing lightly. then a lump took over my throat as i remembered the words i left him with knowing that i could have died. 

"john." i calmly said and let out a deep breath, "i'm sorry. for everything that i said. i didn't mean jackshit. i was speaking because i was frustrated and i-" 

"it's okay" he replied, interrupting my sentence. "it's not, and you deserve to know that it's not and honestly i won't even get made if you don't want to speak to me anymore, i'll truly understand you." i desperately ranted. "really, it's all good." he snapped back and i shut myself up. to break the awkward silence i quickly change topics. 

"how long have i been out for?" 

"2 days." he replies, picking up his belongings and looking over at me, "i'm gonna get going. you'll be okay right?" he gently spoke and i followed every sudden movement his lips made while he spoke his words. " i actually.. wanted you to stay." i said looking up into his emerald green eyes and not losing eye contact , not even once. i patted the bed so he would know to sit next to me, and he did, putting all his things down first. i kept looking into his eyes, the ones that once had the jitters for mine, and that now had no sort of golden spark or glow to them.

he looked towards my lips and i looked towards his. we both knew this was wrong, i mean he was dating someone... but right now, i didn't want to deal with the consequences , no matter how fucked up it made me. so i leaned in, and he followed my sudden urge to kiss him and mimicked my movement. we was about to touch lips and do it for real this time, with feeling until his phone rang. we both look at each other and he frowns taking it out of his pocket and leaving the room.

johnny

i pick the call up and rest the cold screen against my ear. "hello?" i managed to let out and was greeted by a high pitchy voice. "hi sugar bear!" she said, and i softly smiled and greeted her too. "so listen baby, i need you to do something for me.." 

i couldn't hear anything else Sophia was saying, because i was too focused on staring at mackenzie. the way she placed her hair behind her light ears, the way she looked up at ceiling and then down at the floor, the way she licked her lips to prevent them from getting dry, the way she slowly blinked awaiting my return.

"johnny? hello? baby?"

"oh shit fuck , im here, yeah what exactly were you saying?" i rapidly say snapping out of my daydream. "just tell me where you are and i'll come by and pick you up, sound good?" she asked with an eager tone in her voice and i shrugged, "i'm near the hospital...". i heard her move slightly and adjust her voice with a cough.

"i thought you said you were going to town to get me something." she rapidly snapped at me. "and i did soph, just come and pick me will you, you'll see how i got you something." i said hanging up on her. see i knew that was a mistake but who the fuck cares now..?

"hey, you okay?"  kenzie questions with a soft concerning voice. i nod and she reassures herself. she had her phone with low volume music on, and as soon as she heard the first beats of a song she moved her feet off the bed and began doing little movements with it. she then began singing and moving her feet along to the rhythm.

"you tried to break my heart?
oh, that breaks my heart
that you thought you ever had it
no, you ain't from the start
hey, I'm glad you're back with your bitch
i mean who would wanna hide this?
i will never, ever, ever, ever, ever be your side chick"

she does a little dance with her feet and i turn to her

"i should start calling you twinkle feet" i say laughing and she squints one eye at me. "twinkle feet uhm, who told you about that nickname..?" she replies, pausing the song and slightly becoming uncomfortable.

A/N: 

"Be your own kind of beautiful"