(Another upload because it's 4:20 am and I can't sleep, FUN!)
Dan was the first person to turn up at my house, but shortly after there was easily over 100 people scattered around the house, it was a lot of people and I spent more time being anxious than enjoying the party.
There are too many people here, I know that my house is quite big but there are too many people, I don't know how to handle this. This was such a terrible idea, why did I suggest this?
My breathing got faster and shorter, it felt like no oxygen was getting to my lungs, my heart rate quickened, no, not right now, please.
I ran through my house and up to my bedroom, which was thankfully empty, I collapse against the wall, I was having a panic attack, it was only made worse with the sounds of the music and people downstairs and I could barely breathe, I heard my bedroom door open
"You're missing your own party" it was Dan, I couldn't respond to him I just started to cry "shit, y/n what's wrong?" I raised my hand to my chest as I continued trying to fix my breathing, but with no luck "you're having a panic attack aren't you?" I just nodded my head to Dans question still unable to talk, he instantly crouched in front of my placing a hand on my knee "y/n, it okay, you're okay, just look at me, hey, look at me okay, breathe, in and out, you can do it, just breathe, it's okay, shit okay, y/n I'm sorry but I only know one way to stop this" as soon as Dan had finished speaking he was holding his hand over my mouth and nose, completely stopping my ability to breathe and surprisingly my heart rate began to decrease and when he moved his hand my breathing pattern went back to normal "are you okay?"
"I'm fine, how did you know to do that?"
"Adrian used to have panic attacks a lot"
"Thank you"
"It's okay, are you sure you still want this party, I could get everyone to leave" Dan sounded genuinely concerned about my mental state
"No, it's okay, I want to have fun, everyone already here, the damage is done"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes Dan I'm sure, let's go get a drink"
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Howell (danxreader)
Fanfictionher world was changed by him, more than once, friends to enemies, to friends, to something more?
