Dear God (Avenged Sevenfold)

And how I miss someone to hold

Natalie couldn't lie to herself, her head was swimming with everything that had happened just since getting into California. She had it all planned out in her head that they were going to take things super slow, not really even sure if she wanted to entertain the idea of making a sibling for Bryleigh. She hadn't realized how much Sam had hurt her but lying here with Brian in his bed brought all her doubts and insecurities to the surface. They had gone through not one, not two, but three rounds of some pretty passionate sex before passing out cold next to each other, Brian's heavily tattooed arm was slung across her body as he lay snoring next to her. Could she honestly accept the fact that this extremely gorgeous and famous rock god wanted her? Her internal arguing continued on and on until she felt fingers creep up the middle of her stomach as Brian slowly came up over her.

"Why are you awake?" he mumbled sleepily against her flesh as he began slowly kissing his way up between her breasts to her throat. Natalie's eyes rolled shut as their bodies aligned and his hot throbbing erection pushed into her, his hands going to her thighs in order to push deeper inside. "Oh god" she panted out in a breathy whisper, her fists gripping the expensive linen sheets around them as he rolled his hips into hers over and over again. Brian rocked back on his haunches, pulling Natalie up onto his lap in one fluid motion, never breaking his rhythm. "Nat...oh shit...come on baby...let loose" he panted softly, grabbing handfuls of her ass as she began moving on his lap in a way that had him seeing stars behind closed eyes. Natalie wasn't sure what she was doing, she hadn't had wild crazy sex like this since, well...since her and Brian were "fuck buddies" back in 2008 but there was something about this entire situation that brought all her naughty inhibitions to the surface. She dug her nails into his shoulders as she began grinding her hips into him harder and harder, gasping his name softly as she came hard a mere moment later. "Jesus Christ" Brian grunted harshly, gripping her close as his own orgasm rocked him from the inside out. Natalie's fingers slowly found their way through Brian's hair as she kissed him, giving into her feelings.

Morning came all too soon for Brian's preference but hearing his daughter's happy squeals in her room at 7:30 this morning made him happy to get out of bed at that ungodly hour. He tugged on a pair of linen pajama pants, looked over at Natalie's sated, sleeping figure and smiled to himself...so this is what domestic bliss felt like! He walked into Bryleigh's room and instantly felt a huge smile cover his face, Bryleigh was standing up in her crib, bouncing on her feet with her hands out to him. "Daddydaddydaddydaddy!" she babble happily, squealing happily as soon as he picked her up and kissed her forehead. "Morning beautiful" he whispered, staring intently at her sweet little face. The more he was around her the more he fell into a crazy, deep love with her...she looked so much like him it was eerie. "You look a lot like Auntie Mac you know that?" Brian chuckled as he took her over to the changing table and stumbled his way through changing a wiggling toddler's diaper. "Well of course you don't...you haven't met her yet but you will. Everyone will get to meet you before you go back to Florida."

Brian's lips went into a tight scowl as he zipped up her sleeper and picked her up, now that he had them here at his house he didn't want them going back to Florida. Somehow, some way, he had to convince Natalie to move out here and live with him permanently. He quietly walked downstairs while carrying Bryleigh on his arm, brainstorming of how to make this happen. He settled Bryleigh into the fancy highchair he had purchased and grabbed a sippy cup of milk from the fridge he had seen Natalie set in there last night before pulling stuff out to make an elaborate breakfast for their first family breakfast. Brian felt another stupid smile cross his face as he began cracking eggs in a bowl while his daughter sat close by, drinking from her cup in a leisurely manner.

Natalie slowly woke up, disoriented and sore all over. She laid there for a minute, blinking her eyes as she stared at the strange room she was in before realizing where she was. She shot up in a panic, grabbing a pair of shorts and a t-shirt that was flung over the chair before rushing into the room Brian had done up for Bryleigh. The crib was empty and for one split second she felt dread fill her again before she realized she could hear Brian moving around in the kitchen downstairs, talking softly to Bryleigh. She took a deep sigh of relief, smiled and headed downstairs to see what was going on. She had to smile to herself as she spotted Brian at the stove, cooking something that smelled mouthwatering while carrying on a one sided conversation with their daughter. Bryleigh was intently staring at Brian, smiling and babbling her nonsensical talk till she spotted Natalie, throwing her cup on the floor and squealing "MOMMA!" with loud happiness.