Dear God (Avenged Sevenfold)

TOOK OVER MY SENSE AND I LOST CONTROL

Natalie felt giddy and high as she snuck into her room a moment later, trying to be quiet so she didn't wake Ava but as soon as she entered the bedroom area she saw that Ava's bed was empty, the blankets still in place. "Seems like I'm not the only one who got a booty call" she laughed to herself, stepping into the bathroom and stripping down for a shower. She let the warm water run over her worn body, ruminating on the events that just transpired between herself and Brian and felt her body awakening again. "Shit he is addicting" she muttered to herself, soaping every inch of her body quickly in order to get out and into bed.

Just as she was drifting off to sleep, Ava came sneaking in, cursing quietly as she banged into the dresser. "So, it seems I wasn't the only one having fun" Natalie teased as she sat up and snapped on her bedside light, blinding them both for a moment. Ava gave her a guilty look for a split second before she was spilling her beans, climbing on her friend's bed as she stated that her and Matt hit it off immediately and agreed to meet up in his room. "I wasn't sure if you were going to meet up with Brian or not so I agreed to go to Matt's room" she laughed. "I'm thinking this is going to be a sexual escapade for the next two weeks" Ava chuckled, wiggling her eyebrows before getting ready for bed.

The girls quickly found out that each guy in the band had claimed a dancer for their own and while every guy knew which girl was whose and vice versa, they were not to appear as an item. The guys in Avenged Sevenfold were hard core party animals and not into the idea of relationships and girlfriends. This arrangement suited Natalie and Ava whose lives were back in Florida...the opposite side of the US from the band and weren't into commitment themselves.

Today they were headed to some place in Texas and while the girls were kept busy with things to read and watch on the bus they were on, Natalie still felt herself wondering what Brian was up to on the bus ahead of hers...and that just aggravated her further. She had no business getting in over her head with a guy like Brian, especially after being burned by her ex, Sam. "Hey are you okay chica?" Ava questioned softly, sliding down in the seat next to her. Natalie turned to her best friend and plastered a fake smile on her lips "Perfectly fine." Ava gave her a hard look but didn't push the issue further, she knew her friend would talk when she was ready to and not a second before that. Ava herself had had a great night with Matt and was realistic with what to expect, she knew this was just a week-long hook up and nothing else...Natalie on the other hand, she kept the fact that she was a hopeless romantic with her heart on her sleeve hidden beneath the 'I don't give a fuck' façade, Sam had made sure of it that she believed she would never experience true love again.

By the time they arrived at the arena where the guys were to perform she had reasoned with herself that she was so infatuated with Brian because of who he was and because she hadn't had sex like that in a very long time. Grateful that she had her emotions under control she hopped off the bus with the other girls and helped carry in some of the bags that held their stuff, trying to keep her eyes off Brian but it was no use, her eyes gravitated towards him as soon as he appeared. Natalie forced herself to look away as she strolled inside, laughing and joking with Ava and some of the other girls about nothing in particular. A few minutes later the guys came strolling in, beers in hand and not a care in the world between the five of them as they sat around while their roadies lugged in stuff for them to do sound check. Natalie had thought that maybe she would stay and watch their sound check but when she turned around to ask if she could do so, she saw Brian blatantly flirting with one of the unclaimed dancers, smacking her ass as she walked away giggling. Natalie felt herself do a slow burn from the inside out, turning to her best friend she grabbed her by the arm and pulled her out of the arena and towards their bus. "Let's get the fuck out of here and go do something fun huh?" she stated through gritted teeth. Ava had seen what went down and knew Natalie was pissed but wisely stayed silent, following her friend back to the bus.

Later that night, after the concert was over and Brian had whispered in her ear what his room number was, she made sure to leave her stupid feelings behind. That night it was all out angry sex she delivered and Brian bought it, thinking that she was just being a hellcat that night. Natalie made sure that when she left his room that night that she acted dead inside, he was after all, just a booty call and nothing more. Brian watched her as she left his room, his eyes on her ass once again and thought how great their chemistry together in bed was...so good in fact that he didn't bother calling up Riley, the other dancer he had flirted with earlier. He had all he could handle in bed with Natalie and that was enough to satisfy his urges for now. He walked out onto the balcony of his private suite and lit a cigarette, watching the smoke float up into the night sky and tried to figure out why she was so different from all his other booty calls. This one he was not fond of sharing...or of the idea of saying goodbye to her next week but he smashed those thoughts quickly, he didn't have time or energy for a girlfriend no matter how sexy and tempting she was.

The next night though he thought differently and called up Riley, thinking that maybe he needed to fuck two different girls in the same night in order to get those bullshit ideas out of his head but after five minutes of sex with her he knew he made a mistake and sent her out the door, crying her head off as she slung curse words and choice names in his direction. "Yea, yea...I've been called worse" he muttered, slamming his door on her angry insults, suddenly he felt cheap and dirty. "What the fuck" he muttered angrily, ramming his fingers through his hair in frustration before punching a dent in the wall. "God these bitches are nothing but fucking trouble" he grumbled under his breath while grabbing a bottle of whiskey he kept close by; it was a 'get shit faced' kind of night for him and that's exactly what he proceeded to do.

The very next night Natalie and Riley got into a rather heated debate before they were to go on stage and Natalie felt a strong urge to push the bragging bitch down the stairs in front of her. "You know, you're not the only one that gets to fuck Syn anymore" Riley gloated as they stood around. Natalie just rolled her eyes and turned to Ava, trying to act like she didn't hear a thing Riley was saying but she kept at it and kept at it until Natalie couldn't take it any longer. She walked over to Riley as she was bragging to the other girls about all the dirty things her and Brian did in bed and punched her straight in the mouth. Riley went sprawling across the floor as Natalie made a move to climb on her and punch the living shit out of her but strong arms yanked her on her waist from behind. "Knock it off" Jason Berry hissed in her ear as he dragged her away. "The bitch had it coming to her" Natalie hissed, shoving Jason's arms away from her and glaring in the direction of the rest of the dancers who stood around Riley, unsure of what to do with themselves.

Ava came over with a worried look on her face as she took Natalie's hand in her own and assessed the swollen knuckles. "Damn girl...you really let her have it" Ava whispered, putting ice on the knuckles "You're not getting feelings for him that you shouldn't have...are you?" Natalie shot Ava a hard glare and yanked her hand away before sighing and shaking her head "No I'm not, I just couldn't stand her gloating...and if he thinks he's touching me again after fucking her he's got another thing coming to him. I don't know what STD's that hoe has!" Natalie stated that last part loudly enough that the other girls heard her and backed away a few steps from Riley.