My thoughts

07/10/17

Hello, how's your day going? Hope you're enjoying it :)

My last entry I talked about my illnesses and phobias, I'm so thankful and happy on your guys' feed back and comments. Thank you so much for all the love and support you've given me

Though once I uploaded it I went back and read the entire thing over and failed to write one of my most important disorders, or at least the one that plays an important roll in my life, and that is my insomnia disorder.

Insomnia - Habitual sleeplessness or inability to sleep. Insomnia is a sleep disorder that is characterized by difficulty falling and/or staying asleep. People with insomnia have one or more of the following symptoms:

- difficulty falling asleep
- waking up often during the night
- having trouble going back to sleep
- difficulty making decisions
- short and long term memory loss
- inability to control emotions

Can't believe I forgot to put that in before, sorry.

But ya, I don't sleep, like ever. I get about 1 hour of sleep each night, and that includes frequent wake ups in between. If I'm lucky I'll get 2 hours but I either get 1 maximum or none at all.

All nemo jokes aside, yes I do have short/long term memory loss which fucking sucks. I forget everything except the bad parts in my life. I never remember good things. But I just gotta live with it I guess.

I do have a lot of trouble making decisions and it's very hard for me to control my emotions.

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I wanted to connect more with everybody, so I made a Twitter account, now I'm not self promoting or anything, I just want to connect with people on a bigger scale than just wattpad.

Follow if you wish but I'm not saying you have to :)

User: sapphire_inkk

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That's all for now, probably forgetting something but whatevs

Ciao👋🏻