Boy has this week taken a toll on me..
My depression and insomnia have been increasingly worse, seizures and nightmares are just as bad.
Tons of shit overwhelming me to where Ive reached my breaking point.
Feels like I'm being crushed by everything around me. Like I'm drowning and instead of reaching the surface, I just keep sinking deeper..
Oh how relieving it would be to pick up a blade right now..
Crying myself to sleep endlessly every night, nobody but myself to be there.
No shoulder to cry on.
Oh how I long to just hug someone tight and cry without harsh judgment.
I'm sick of all this emotional and physical pain.
It never ends..
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My thoughts
RandomIn this book I will vent/talk about what I'm thinking and feeling. If you choose to read then I sincerely thank you. It does get a bit dark.
