02/27/18 - fml

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I'm not okay, haven't been for years

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I'm not okay, haven't been for years..

I'm in the isolation room right now, (for those that don't know I'm in a mental hospital)

some bitch injected me with a drug that I didn't know of. I ended up having a harsh seizure. Bit my tongue, eyes rolled in the back of my head and I shook uncontrollably..

It sucked. A lot.

I can't wait to die..

I've been through a lot of shit and quite frankly, I'm sick of it.

I've had an abusive parent my entire life

Have to live with 31+ disorders/phobias
(Schizophrenia, ptsd, insomnia, etc.)

Attempted suicide countless times (Jumped in front of cars, cut, overdosed, drank bleach/poisonous liquids, starved myself, etc.)

Been raped more than once

Been through verbal and physical abuse my whole life

Been admitted to medical and mental hospitals countless times (still in one right now)

And the list goes on and on..

I'm just done..

I'm tired..

Tired of living..

I just want to end it..

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