My thoughts

11/27/17

I'm so done with friends turning on me and acting like total dicks for no reason.

Apparently it's always my fault. Never theirs.

I love how I'm always the one to blame.

Just because I'm so weak and sensitive, they think making me feel like shit is amusing in their eyes, they think it's a joke but I take it seriously.

"You just can't stand being wrong, I'm the one that's right. Omg you need to shut the fuck up and deal with it" is what my friend always says to me.

Or most of the time she bitches me out because she can't stand being wrong, or admitting she's wrong for that matter.

I get so furious when she says that but she somehow turns my other friends against me and they always take her side, then it makes me look like the idiot.

She has no idea how shitty that makes me feel.

I don't say anything because then I'll end up being the depressed loner with no friends, spending every lunch in the bathroom because I can't stand to be anywhere else. Sitting in the corner in every class with my head down not paying attention to anything around me.

Nobody understands.

I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE.