A girl who had no social life and a boy who's curious to know everything around him. Fate seemed to connect the two. Until one day the young boy's attention was caught by the girl next door who he never meet eyes with. Will he be able to reach her b...
I've been searching for hours, yet I still haven't seen Zia. I'm really worried that something might have happened to her.
For once I have not complained about walking around too much, nor am I tired of running around in circles. I didn't even looked for my bed though my muscles are aching all over already.
'Just where the hell are you Zia?' I thought, fighting against the tears that are threatening to fall.
Just as I was about to shout again to call on her name, I heard noises from a distance. Thinking that it might be her, I gave it a shot and gone straight to where the noise is coming from.
Getting closer, the noise became clearer and from the shouting that I could hear I think there are people arguing about something.
Reaching that spot in the woods, I can now see someone's back facing me. A girl with a long hair and drenched clothes. It was the person I got used to stare at all this time.
Glad to have finally found her, relief washed over me. I took a deep breath to call out unto her, but someone beat me to it; shouting loud and clear that I hope I haven't heard it, but too late.
"...I LOVE YOU DAMN IT!" said Jungkook.
I didn't even saw him from where I was standing, and here he is proclaiming his love for Zia. Yes, I have been too close with Zia for a while now, but I haven't told her what I truly felt. I was afraid of how she would react to it, so I just kept our friendship to avoid losing her.
But...
At that moment, I felt jealous that I didn't do it first. I regretted staying in the shadows. I hated that I didn't have the guts to tell her everything that I've been suppressing, just to stay close to her.
Pain. Too much of it, that it suffocates me. I may have been tired and my body may have been aching all over, but the pain that I feel in my heart right now is much more stronger; it felt like it was ripped apart from me.
I hated it. I felt weak. I lost, when I haven't even tried to fight for what I wanted.
Completely losing it, I just turned around and left the scene, pretending that I wasn't even there to begin with. I ran back to the camping spot and stayed inside my tent.
I let it all out. Tears continuously rushed down to my face. I sobbed silently while holding my head between my hands. Tiredness fell upon me a hundred-fold.
I wish I haven't seen that with my own eyes. I wish I've done it first. Maybe... Just maybe, it was worth a shot. I knew it would though, but I chose to be a coward.
I may have looked like someone who had all confidence, but a glance from Zia would have me crumble down from being loud and proud.
Something fragile and precious to me had flown away. Like a butterfly far beyond my reach as it soared high, freeing itself from me.
You win Kook-ah. Just, take care of my princess for me... Lastly, I'm sorry for not giving it my all, I love you Zia. Please be happy.
"...Butterfly, like a butterfly Machi Butterfly, bu butterfly cheoreom~"
~~~••~~~~~••~~~~~••~~~~~••~~~~~••~~~ Short update!Poor Yoongi~ why have I chose you to experience this, i felt like shit!😭 My favorite pale man had been suffering from heart ache. Forgive me my sugar.
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It's been a long time since I gave him the spotlight so might as well give it now. How was it guys? I missed writing so I gave it a shot even just for a few minutes. Anyway gotta go to work. Annyeong~
