Trying to reach you- Jungkook ff (COMPLETED)

Chapter Twenty-Two: Confession

ZIA'S POV

Jungkook and I have been going out on dates several times, he's nothing but sweet. I can see how sincere he really is and he gives his best to make me smile. I wish I'll be able to return the favor...

It's not like I'm saying that I have no feelings for the man, rather I can't or don't know how to tell him. Just standing beside him made my heart beat in a fast pace. Call me coward, but I still can't say it to his face.😞

I'm on my way to class when someone tapped me from the back, making me startled.

"Oh sorry! It's just that you've been out of it since earlier. I didn't think you heard what I was telling you." Loriel told me, eyes filled with worry.

"A-ah... Mianhe Loriel-ah~ It's just that there are a lot of things that has been going on in my mind. I honestly don't know how to deal with it." I sighed.

"You know you could tell me right? I'm your best friend Zia! Whatever it is I would be glad to offer any help that I can give." She smiled at me.

"I know and I never doubted your ability to help me. I've always known that you'll be beside me when I needed you." I assured her amd smiled back.

"You got that right!" She sassed, and snorted at what she did.

I chuckled at her for trying to lighten up the mood. I don't know what I would do without her here. Jinjja gomawo Loriel-ah~ I thought and grinned at her.

"Okay enough of that? How are you and Kookie?" She asked, eyes glimmering in excitement.

"Ugh... You ruined it." I slumped a little.

"Wtf did I do???" She asked, confused.

"That's exactly the one bothering me right now~" I whined.

"What- Ohhh... Shit, sorry I didn't mean to stress you out more." She panicked, apologizing many times for not getting the situation.

"Ani... It's okay. You didn't know about it." I patted her back and half-smiled.

"Well from what I can see you guys have been doing well on the dates. But how come you've been stressing about it?" She asked, eyebrows furrowed.

"Well the problem is we're doing good and he gives effor-"

"What the fuck is wrong then?!? Are fucking bipolar or something?" She asked, getting frustrated.

"Calm your tits and let me finish hoe!" I told her. *sigh* Sometimes she panics a lot and always cut my sentences.

"Okay okay~ I'm sorry I got frustrated because of what you're saying and did not let you finish. Continue..." She scratched the back of her head and apologized.

"So as I was saying, the dates are doing good, but I'M the one who has a problem for the situation. Because I don't know how tell him what I feel." I told her, getting depressed by the moment.

"Ahh~ that explains it. Tough luck fam!" She joked. I sent her a glare unto which she backed off a but while chuckling nervously.

"*sighs* That is why I'm so stressed. I feel bad for Kookie, he might think I didn't give a shit about his efforts." I told her, frowning.

"It's okay... You just needed time to adjust to it. He's your first admirer right? I think he would understand how you're having a hard time about deciding." She said.

"I guess so... Anyway let's go, we're almost late for the class." I told her as we continue to walk to class.

~Time skip~