Trying to reach you- Jungkook ff (COMPLETED)

Chapter Twenty-Five: Trapped

ZIA'S POV

Happy. That's how I could describe the following weeks that passed. All have seemed to sided our relationship, including the boys and Loriel.

Surprisingly, almost whole of the school population cheers for Jungkook and I everytime we will pass by them; we even have fans screaming our name about how they loved us being together. But take note of the word: 'ALMOST'. We can't change the fact that not all would approve of our relationship.

Some gave jealous glares and threw nasty comments at us for being a mismatch or mostly words like me being ugly. I mean, I know I'm not pretty! But you don't need to rub it in my face all the time, it freakin' hurts you know?! *sighs* Good thing I can still control my anger or I swear I would smack them hard, they wouldn't even want to wake up for another.

But Jungkook didn't mind any of them. He continued cheering me up, hence we forgot about the hates we recieved from others.

I never knew we would come this far. I doubted our relationship for a moment, thinking it will went down the hill one way or another. Yet none of that happened until now.

Oh! And before I forget, Kookie and I will be celebrating our first month together, but I still don't know what I should do to celebrate it. Heck, I can't even get over the fact that I, a nerd, am dating a kingka for a matter. It just doesn't make any sense.

I wanted to show him how I've gone to love him more, each and everyday, but I'm too all over the place to think of something.

So summarizing how I feel right now is that I am 'HAPPY', but it comes with the phrase: 'I NEED HELP!'

JUNGKOOK'S POV

STRESSED. That's how I feel. Don't get me wrong! I love Zia and all, but we're almost at our first month as a couple, yet I can't even make a move on her.

The only thing we did as a couple are hold hands, small hugs and a peck on the cheek. That's it. It never escalated from there.

I wanted to do what couples do! Don't think of dirty thoughts, because that's not what I meant! Ya'll nasties!😑

What I meant is that I wanted to kiss her wouldn't having to think that we're in public or not. I want to hug her tight without being watched and teased. I wanted to cuddle with her or stay later at night just to watch movies. I WANTED MORE!

BUT, I couldn't risk it because she said she wanted to take things slow. We had a good start; I still can do those things with her from before. But now that she is being watched by many, she gets uncomfortable being intimate. She thinks it is not appropriate to act like that in school. But the problem is that it's been a long time since went out for a date. How am I suppose to make a move then?!?😩

I can't blame her too, because I was her first. I don't want to pressure force her on something she wouldn't like, I respect her comfort zone. But maybe, JUST maybe, we could have time for ourselves and do those things without being interrupted all the time.

The gang had certainly had their way of dragging her away from me, leaving me dumbfounded. I think they'd even forgot about me when they have Zia with them.

Basically, I've observed her changes since we've been together. Zia changed into a cheery one. Every single one of them loved her, which made me feel a sense of pride in myself and thought, 'That's my girl, right there!' I was so proud of her improvements. I just wish the boys wouldn't have too much fun with her, because I needed time with her too.