Trying to reach you- Jungkook ff (COMPLETED)

Chapter Twenty-Three: Decision

ZIA'S POV

After reading the letter I decided not to attend school for the day and just stayed at the beach. I didn't want to worry any of them because if they saw how crappy my face looked like right now they'll know that something was up.

I still can't believe that my best friend fell for me. But I can't help but think, 'What if I knew? Would I do something about it?' or 'What if he told me sooner? Would I feel the same about him?'

Honestly I don't know. Yoongi had been very good to me since he tried to make friends with me. He didn't upset me; not even once. He's good looking despite the cold aura he gives off to people. If you knew him by heart you'll know that he's very fun to be with.

My phone kept going off beside me. I knew that it might be the boys or Loriel or even my Mom, but I decided ignore it. I wanted to be alone and think things through before I face them.

Waves came crashing towards huge rocks at the eastern part of the beach. The sky eased up, but still gives that gloomy feel. I, myself looked like I am mourning deeply.

My clothes were soaking wet from head to toe since it rained but eventually only stopped an hour ago. My cheeks were tear-stained and is now dried up on my face because no more tears would come out of my eyes. My whole body felt tired from all the screaming and sobbing I did. I was fully drained. My eyes felt heavy and seconds later I blacked out.

~Time skip~

I woke up shivering and with a huge head ache. The sun has already set, and I'm still at the beach side. I can feel that I'm about to get sick, dizziness affecting my sight. My body felt heavy as I try to stand, but I managed to dust off the sand that sticked on my skin and clothes.

I scanned my phone only to see a hundred and six messages that are unread since morning. Some of it are from the boys, most of it came from Mom, Jimin and Jungkook.

I sighed. Still not reading any of it, I shoved it in my pocket and walked home.

I kept staggering along the way because the dizziness is getting to me. But even so, I managed to get through our porch. My breathing got uneven from the long walk and I felt hot all over. I pressed on the door bell and not a minute passed it was opened by a worried Jimin.

"Yah!!! Where the fuck were you?!?! Do you know how worried all of us are?! We have looked at every nook and cranny of the campus and there's still no sign of you! What we're you thinking? Do think we don't care if you were gone so suddenly? Answer me damn it!" He screamed at my face.

"*Cough cough* Mi-Mianhe oppa... I just wanted to be alone for a moment." My vision getting hazy.

"What kind of crap is that?!? You just wanted to be alone??? ZIA ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?!! WHAT IF SOMETHI-"

He was cutted off when I suddenly lost balanced and fell on him.

"Y-Yah, are you o-okay???" He asked. He checked your temperature and his eyes got wide as saucers. "Shit! You've got a fever! Why didn't you tell me?!" He asked panicking.

"Hehe... You didn't *cough* asked. You were too busy *cough cough* scolding me..." I gave him a half smile.

"Aish!! And you still got the nerve to joke about it!" He replied frustrated.

He placed my arm around his neck and he lifted me up from the ground, carrying me like a princess.

He kicked the door closed with his foot and carried me to my room. After placing me carefully on the bed, he ran towards the kitchen. I knew because I heard clattering from down stairs.