Secrets Under My Skin // Luke Hemmings

Animal

Enjoy. (Disclaimer, I this wrote back when I was like 12-13, I'm 18 almost 19 now. I had no idea what I was even doing. It's bad but whatever)

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Lola's (POV)

'Kill yourself' it said. 'Your worthless' 'No one likes you' 'eww your gross' no one likes you.' That's what is written all over my timeline on Facebook. I'm Lola, 15, living in LA. Yes I get bullied online and sometimes at school.

"Ms. Smith, are you okay?" My English teacher says bringing me back to reality.

"Ms. Smith, schools over. Are you sure you're okay?"

"Yea, I'm fine" I say before putting my things inside my backpack. Standing up, putting my backpack on my back, I leave the classroom making my way to the office.

"Hi Lola! Here's your skateboard" The office lady says.

"Thanks Katie." I say back. Grabbing my skateboard about to exit the door when I bump into someone.

"Sorry." That voice wasn't American. I realized it was Australian. Looking up I meet a pair of blue eyes. He has short dirty blonde hair. I look behind him and see that there are 3 other guys that I've never seen before. I look back at him and see that he's staring.

"Um.." I say awkwardly taking a better interest to my shoes.

"Oh sorry for staring. I'm Luke." he says giving me the biggest smile.

"I'm Lola." I say back giving him a fake smile.

"Um I kinda need to leave."

"Oh yeah sorry." he steps back leaving me space to exit.

"I'll be back in a few guys." I hear him whisper to the other 3 boys behind me. I make my way down the street I hear him behind me. "Hey! Wait up!" He yells.

I start walking faster trying to get away from him, but he was able to catch up to me.

"Why are you trying to run away from me?" I shrugged my shoulders.

"Can you at least talk to me?" I turn sideways stopping to face him. "I'm not a freaking animal!" I yelled in his face, then I start to run. I don't know why I yelled at him.

He was nice, but that's what happens first with every guy I meet. They're nice and caring at first, then boom! They start saying shit to you like a freaking animal. Just like Zach.

Zach was a really kind person, he was actually my BFF. We used to hang out a lot back in middle school, but then high school came along. He changed, his hair, personality, he became popular and I wasn't.

He wouldn't talk to me in weeks. Two months before summer vacation, Zach was getting pressured to sleep with two of the cheerleaders. He did with one, but the other one wasn't stupid and denied him.

Everyone at school started to make a fuss about it, mostly the popular kids started to make fun of him.

To let out his anger, he did with me, he screamed at me for no reason, he also would hurt me. One day he couldn't take it anymore and committed suicide.

On the first day that everyone found out, they acted all sad, but the next day they acted like nothing ever happened.

"Hey there pretty princess" I hear someone say behind me, it was a familiar voice. I turn around to come face to face to him. Oh no.

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Ok so this is my first story. Sorry if its bad but I just like writing for fun. Hope anyone who reads enjoys this.

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Edited, 1/15/15