Not Such a Bad Guy: Eric Cartman x Reader

Chapter Seventeen

Things changed after I denied her that night.  Apparently going to that party meant a lot more than I realized.

I texted Sally that next day and got no reply.  Later in the day, I texted her again to hang out, but still go no reply.  Knowing Sally I didn't think too much about it.  Then I got on snapchat later that night to see that she spent her day with Craig, Token, and Nicole.  Instantly, I shot her another text.

M: Since when do you ignore me all day to hang out with people who talk shit?

S: Since they know how to keep their legs shut.  Face it (Y/N), you weren't doing anything good for my image.  Craig makes me happy...you'll understand someday when the right guy comes along, but before that can happen, you really need to change your ways.

I wasn't going to lie, that hurt.  I wanted to yell at her.  I wanted to scream that she had taken 15x's the amount of dick I ever had.  She just wasn't publicly displayed to the school like I was.  Craig didn't love her.  Craig Tucker doesn't love anyone.  I wanted to blow up, bit I couldn't.  Because at the end of the day, the school hated me, not her.  No matter what, I was going to be the school slut, while Bebe and Sally- who are both very much are whores- get to be happy in a relationship.  Everyone will hate me... I hate me.

~Time Skip~

Monday, I hid in the bathroom for lunch.  Tuesday, a teacher came in and reported me to Mr. Mackey.  He insisted to know why I refused to eat with everyone else.  Since I refused to say, I was practically being forced to eat in the cafeteria, or it would be detention.

Wednesday, then, came along.  I believe that that day was and quite possibly will be one of the worst days of my life.  

The day started like all the others.  I got stupid comments from here and there, but fir the most part in was pretty bearable.  It all got bad at lunch.

I was behind Bebe in line when she decided to randomly back up, causing me to drop my tray.

"Oops," she shrugged, "It's not like you needed it anyways.  I'd say skipping a few meals would do you some good."

Cool, now they've evolved to body shaming.

I ignored her and bent down to pick up my tray.  Just then, my sleeve slide up.  I didn't really notice, but boy she did.

"Oh My God!" she practically yelled. "Is that what I think it is?"

I quickly got up to hush her, "Bebe, please don't.  I'll do anything-"

"I cannot believe this," she continued, completely ignoring my pleas.  "So you weren't getting enough attention by sleeping around so you moved to hurting yourself to get others to feel bad for you? (Y/N) (L/N), you are a grade A attention whore.  You're just a new low.  Cut yourself all you want.  The only thing the school will miss is the stench of sea food when you're in the hall. You are truly pathetic."

The other girls joined with Bebe's laughter.  I couldn't think of what to do next.

I have to get out of here.

So I made one of the worst mistakes of my life.  I ran home, because I thought the one place where all the bad shit happened would keep me safe.  I was very wrong.