Chapter Ten

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I woke up Monday morning with a sick feeling in my stomach.  I dreaded the thought of walking back into that school.  The nly person I had left was Butters, at least I'm hoping I still had Butters.  The last person I had talked to since the party was Kyle, and that didn't go over too well.

I knew I wasn't running a fever, but I still tried to fake sick.  Mother didn't buy it, and the next thing I knew, I was walking my messy ass into the front doors of the school.

All eyes were on me, and I knew something had to have happened.  There is no way they were all staring because I slept with Clyde, lots of girls had done that.  They also couldn't be staring because of the break up.  People break up all the time.  No, something much worse had to have happened.

"I'm surprised you came back to school," Cartan said behind me.

"Why wouldn't I?" I questioned.

"Well after the video...I don't know.  You just have some real courage," he shrugged.

Video?

"(Y/N)?" Clyde spoke.

I turned around to see a guilty looking face.

"Don''t talk to me you douch-"

"I am so sorry," he apologized.  "I should have never pushed booze onto you.  I should've never slept with you.   And most importantly, I should've deleted that video right away."

"What video?" I asked again, this time out loud.

"Oh my God, you don't know yet," he panicked.  "I swear to God I only showed it to one person.  I have no idea how it got out."

"What the fuck are you talking about?" I growled.

"I am so sorry," he mumbled before leaving me in the hall.

What the hell?

 Then I saw him.  The one person I knew couldn't hide anything from me...Butters.

"Butters, what is this video everyone keeps talking about?" I asked him.

"Well, gee (Y/N)-"

"Butters..." I pressed on.

"I can't talk to you," he quietly said before abandoning me in the hall.

Butters too?

A wave of emotions rolled through me.  I was sad, angry,confused, and alone.

That's it.

"Stan," I sternly spoke, for I knew he had it.

"(Y/N)?" he reponded.

"I get that you and everyone else hates me for hooking up with Clyde and cheating on Kyle, but I need to know- what is this video?" I asked him.

"Oh..." he hesitated, "Well maybe I should just show you."

"It's on your phone?" I questioned.

"It's on everyone's phone.  It was sent out to the entire school through an anonimous email," he explained.

He pulled it up on his phone and the first thing I saw was me sitting there in a bra and thing.  Once he hit play, it basically just showed me just sitting there begging for Clyde's dick.

How? No- why?

I felt everything in me go numb.

I watched Stan mouth something to me.  I'm sure he was actually talking, but I just couldn't hear him.  I watched others around me stare, some of them were even laughing.  Not a single person hadn't seen that video.

Stan gave me a light shake , but I was way to lost in thought to acknowladge him.  He just shrugged and walked off.  I probably would've stayed like that if someone hadn't bumbed into me, knocking me out of my trance and bringing me back to reality.

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