The Audition (Finchel)

❋As long as you're mine❋

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"Rachel" I hear Daddy say . I look up slightly and see that he is standing in the door way of my room.

"I'm buying groceries. Will you be okay?" he says awkwardly.

I won't be okay. I have been lying in this bed for 5 days. I haven't gotten up since I got home from the audition. 

"I'll be fine." I lie.

I stare up at my ceiling. I really need to paint it. The paint has chipped away so that it looks plain grimy. All I want is for my phone to ring .All I want is to hear the smooth voice of Carmen Tibedeaux telling me that she was sorry and wanted to let me audition again. But she won't all shes going to do is forget about me. Just like the whole world will. If I'm not getting into NYADA who on Broadway will want me. 

I pull myself up from my bed and stare at myself in my mirror. My eyes are puffy but I wipe away my tears. 

"Hello Gorgeous." I say with a weak smile. I grab my brush to use as a microphone like I used to when I was younger.

I begin to sing

"When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

Well, there's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?"

The lyrics come out barely a whisper but they still come out. I squint my eyes to keep from crying as I go into the chorus.

Well, I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

Am I worth it? Am I even a star? I can barely tell anymore. I used to be so confident. I put as much passion as I can into the next lyrics. I try as hard as I can to force myself to believe them

No, I won't give up

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up, still looking up

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)