Edited: 06/22/15
It's gender neutral now. :)
Requested by: Little_rabbit17
From: Akashi
Sub: noneIt took me a while to figure out what feelings had begun to grow within me. I dismissed it as admiration, for saving me from an idiotic decision I was about to make.
Love
It was a strange feeling, especially since I didn't know if you would accept me. I didn't even know if you were attracted to the same gender. But you did, despite all my short comings and failures, all the times I've hurt you. You still kept on coming back. Even when you found out about my problem, about the DID I was recently diagnosed with. Even though, you knew about him, the other me, dubbed as the Emperor. You smiled and held my hand.
We'll make it through this.
That's what you said and I believed it. I honestly did. I held on to your words but no matter how hard I tried...I couldn't... Really. What had I done to be blessed with a loving person just like you. I'm sure that even if I had lived a million of lifetimes, I still wouldn't deserve you but even so, I still love you. And it is because I love you that I tell you this now.
Run away.
Flee the country. Go somewhere far away from my reach Escape from me. Leave this breaking doll. Chase after your own happiness and think about yourself just this once. Do not question this order. By the time, you read this the me you know will probably be gone but even so. I will do my best to delay him as best I can. That is why, you must honor this last wish of mine.
I love you, (Name).
|| 愛 ||
How the fuck was this possible?
For the past 5 months, you had been moving from place to place. Never staying in the same house for more than a few weeks. You had cut your hair, dyed it in different colors but all the same. He still found you. Now here you were, running around his impossibly large home, trying in vain to escape the madman your lover had turned into.
"Tsk, another dead end," you mumbled to yourself, "better get away before he notices."
A slow round of applause graced your ears and you swore.
"Did you really think, you could outsmart me by running away and trying to escape from my own home?"
You smirked bitterly, "well, I'd say tenacity was one of my strong points."
"Unfortunately, it also brought you to your doom."
He took a step forward and to your dismay, you took a tentative step backward. That was the only opening he needed. Before you could even blink, he was already in front of you. Lips curved upward in a sickly sweet smile before taking your head in his hands. His kiss was rough and demanding, unlike the ones you had received before the Emperor had taken over. But still...
"See," he whispered huskily into your ear, "your body remembers me, it still wants me."
His hands traveled up your chest to lay still against the beating organ, "you know it, I know it. Why deny me?"
With all the courage you could muster, you spat at him, "because you aren't Akashi Seijuuro."
He frowned, "why can't you just love me? It would be much easier for you if you did so."
You opened your mouth to say something, only to have the breath knocked out of you as he kicked you in the chest.
"If that's how you want to play it, then fine. Be that way."
He kicked you again.
"I'll make it so you can never leave me again."
His mournful crimson eye and the crazed gleam of his golden one was the last thing you ever saw before he placed his fingers on your eyes.
"I'm sorry," he whispered before his fingers crushed your eyes.
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