Somewhat inspired by one of my most favorite books in the world!
But I Love Him by Amanda Grace.
Ei. You guys know the feeling when you update and when you get the prompt to save or discard the changes you accidentally press discard? Turns me into one depressive piece of shit. :(( TTATT
Requested by alyssahope
There it was again. It had been years since you had gotten into this relationship. They say relationships were a give and take kind of thing. That if you understood it then you wouldn't have much of a problem. Here's the thing. In your relationship with Allen. You gave and he took. If he didn't like it, he beat the living crap out of you. Your mind screamed at you to leave him. It was common sense. But you couldn't. You loved him too much.
It was an accident. A misunderstanding. He had seen you exit Matthieu's apartment complex. His Canadian twin's arm was slung around you. He couldn't see the discomfort in your eyes or the fact that you looked so disgusted to be in his presence. He grabs you, roughly takes you away from his brother, and slings you on his shoulder. You weren't able to go out for weeks.
He wasn't like this before. Before he thought you were just one of those good little girls he enjoyed toying with so much. But you turned into so much more than that. He was dating two of you at that time. You and a random brunette bimbo. While most girls would slap him and call him a pig. You just cried and begged him not to leave you. You asked him to tell you what you lacked so you could make it up to him. He realized that you loved him, truly, sincerely, genuinely.
That was a first.
From the time he was born, he had never been given love. Usually, the girls he would stay with just yearned for his touch, not his everything. He never knew love yet he enjoyed that strange feeling he had whenever he was with you.
He changed.
Allen loved the feeling of loving you. So he stopped cheating on you and the two of you actually had a decent relationship. But it didn't last long. Doubt started creeping in him. He knew that you were too good to be true. Allen didn't want to screw this up.
He wouldn't.
He would never.
But with the 100% possibility that he would, Allen decided that he wouldn't take any chances.
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He is coming onto you, holding his beloved baseball bat. The nails jut out of it unnaturally, you can see that it is new. You wondered what all that racket in the attic was.
"It'll all be over soon," he cooes.
"Please stop," you beg, trying to get away from him, "please, have mercy Allen..."
"It'll only hurt for a moment," he promises, flashing you a toothy grin before bringing down the baseball bat on your kneecaps.
He enjoyed seeing the terror on your face. It just drove him absolutely insane.
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