Say you won't let go|: Ivan Martinez x reader

14. Running away.

Y/n pov:
* I ran straight to my room. Jake and Ivan ran behind me. I slammed my door not know they were there. I ran to the bathroom and changed. I was crying and ruined my makeup so I just took it off completely. I went back to my bed and cried. Jake and Ivan barged in.*
Jake:" y/n are you ok?"
Ivan:" what happened?"
Y/n:*sobbing* " no I'm not ok. Nick ruined the night."
*jake ran out. Ivan sat on the side of my bed.*
Ivan:" calm down babe. What happened."
*i sat up*
Y/n:" I offered nick to have fun with us and I offered him cake but he just yelled at me a threw it at me."
Ivan:" I'm so sor-..."
*i threw myself on him and hugged him.*
Y/n:*crying* "I just don't know what I did wrong to him."
Ivan:" you didn't do anything. It's his problem."
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Jakes pov:
*i ran downstairs pissed at nick*
Jake:" NICK WHAT DID YOU DO!"
Nick:" what are you talking about."
Jake:" don't act stupid. Why did you do that to y/n?!"
Nick:" I don't know."
Jake:" Why Do You Hate Her?!!"
Nick:" I DONT HATE HER, ok I'm just stressed!"
Jake:" so you've been stressed since she got here almost two months ago. Why would you do something like that. She did nothing to you. I hope you realize how much she's blaming herself for this!"
*i ran out and slammed the door. I went to the living room.*
Jake:" sorry guys but I'm not going to watch the movie. Y'all go ahead."
*i went to the kitchen and cleaned up*
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Y/n pov:
Y/n:" Ivan he does hate me. It's my fault!!"
*i grabbed my keys and ran out of the house. As soon as I closed the door I heard it open again I ignored it and drove off.
Ivan:" WAIT!!"
* I didn't know where I was going but I drove. I ended up at a big field. I pulled over and ran I ran as far as I could. I stopped right when I couldn't see my car and I broke down in tears.*
Y/n:" is it because I joined team 10? Is he jealous of me? WHAT DID I DO!"
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Jakes pov:
*ivan ran up to me in panic*
Ivan:" she left. I don't know where she went!"
Jake:" what! Team 10 get in the van. Chance try calling her! We have to find her!"
Ivan:" let's go"
*we got in the car and we drove off.*
Jake:" chance did you get ahold of her yet?"
Chance:" no. I'll try again though"
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Y/n pov:
*chance was calling me. I didn't answer. Until I finally did.*
*call*
Y/n:" hello *sniffle*
Chance:" where are you are you ok?"
Y/n:" do I sound ok? I'm in a field."
Chance:" we are coming ok?"
*i hung up. I ran back to my car. They pulled up behind me. Jake was the only one getting out. He got in the passenger side of my car. *
Jake:" stop blaming yourself."
Y/n:" it's not that easy"
Jake:" why are you being so hard on yourself."
Y/n:" this happened with my dad. He was just like nick. I tried to be nice to nick so this wouldn't happen. I used to live with my dad  we got in a fight and he left the house and died in a car accident. Ever since I've blamed myself for him dying."
Jake:" I'm so sorry. I'm sorry nick reminds you of your dad."
Y/n:" he got in his car and didn't even get down the street, someone was in the wrong lane and was speeding. He ran into my dad the air bag killed him."
Jake:" c'mon I'll have chad drive your car home. You're going to ride in the van"
Y/n:" please don't tell any one about my dad."
Jake:" I won't."
*he got out and came to the driver side and took me out. He carried me to the van, Tristan opened the door and grabbed me and I laid across chance Anthony and Ivan. I laid my head on Ivan's lap. We drove home and chad drove my car. We got home, I fell asleep, Tristan carried me to my room and put me in my bed. Everyone went to sleep. But I woke up. I went to nicks room. I closed the door behind me*
Nick:" may I help you?"
Y/n:" this is my fault. It's my fault that you hate me, it's my fault I ran away. It's my fault my dad died."
Nick:" you're dad?"
Y/n:" you are like him. You are rude to me and yell at me. Me and my dad got in a fight one night and he left, before he got down the street he was killed in a car accident. I try to be nice to you because I don't want that to happen to me. I blame myself for his death"
Nick:" don't blame yourself. I'm sorry I never knew that. If I did I wouldn't be so rude."
Y/n:" you know what Tessa told me today? She said that we may need to get to know each other. Maybe then you'd change your mind about me"
*i walked out and went downstairs and laid down with Ivan. He cuddled me and we went to sleep.*
*the next day*
*i woke up and Ivan wasn't there. He left to get food. Then I heard the doorbell ring*