Say you won't let go|: Ivan Martinez x reader

30. Depressed

Four days later
Your pov:
* if I'm being honest, I didn't want to break up with him. But it is for the best. He's gone too much, he won't let me be independent, he's too over protective. I just have to forget him. All of the sudden memories start flooding my mind of my dad, I was in my room alone. I start to black out. I immediately run to the bathroom to splash water in my face but I tripped on my shoe, my head crashed into the sink and I fell to the floor and start screaming in pain and for help. I felt blood everywhere. I hear Anthony and Tristan run in my room but it was too late I had passed out. I never felt them shake me or yell I don't know if they even did. My dad is all that I could think of. My dad, my dad, my dad, my dad*
*flashback* trigger warning. Sry
(Also I will be using 'Y' as y/n from now on)
Your pov:
* was just minding my own business when my dad comes barging into my room. He was a little drunk it seemed.*
Dad:" where's your stash?"
Y:" what stash?"
Dad:" YOUR MONEY! GIVE IT TO ME!!"
Y:" no dad it's for college!"
* he took my piggy bank and smashed it on the ground I ran up to him trying to push him off. A piece of glass cut my arm.*
Y:" DAAAD OWWWWW. STOPPPP DAMMIT!!"
Dad:" SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU LITTLE SLUT!!!!"
Y:" dad how could you-?"
* he got money and shoved it in his pockets. I was still fighting him. I was punching him and kicking him this wasn't the first time something like this has Happened. I finally got him off by cutting his hand with my pocket knife I always keep with me. He yelled and yanked it out of my hands. He pushed me across the room. He grabbed the rest of my money and shoved it in his pants. I had hit my head so I was loopy. He came walking up to me and I managed to see him flick the knife out. My vision came back and I felt him grab my leg. He pulled my shorts up and started cutting my thighs. I cried and screamed in pain.*
Y:"DAD PLEASE STOP. AGHHHHHH DAAAAAAAAD STOPPP!!!"
Dad:" shut the fuck up."
Y:" DAAAAAD! Stooopp!!"
* he started cutting the other leg and I screamed even louder.*
Y:" CHRISTOPHER!!! STOP"
* he bolted out of the room and grabbed his keys. I wasn't going to let him get away with my money for college. I got up and blood rushed down my legs. He got in his car and I kept yelling at him. I ran outside to chase him, forgetting about my legs. He didn't turn his lights on but someone came speeding at probably 100 mph on the wrong side of the lane. He slammed into my dads car. I saw the airbag and my dads face filled with glass from the windows and blood coming from the cuts.*
Y:" DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!! OH MY GOD. NOOOOOOOOO!!!"
* I felt to my knees and sobbed the man who killed him ran away. He bolted as soon as he hit my dad. I started to lose more blood and passed out on the pavement. I I could think was 'it's all my fault. I should have just given him the money and this wouldn't have happened. Why. It's all my fault. It's all my fault*
*end of flashback*
Anthony's pov:
* I heard someone screaming apparently so did Tristan. We both ran into y/n room we saw her laying on her bathroom floor with blood everywhere coming from her head. I though she shot herself but we don't own guns. There was also blood on the sink. She must've fell*
Tristan:" Y/N WAKE UP. HEY PLEASE. Anthony get something to stop the bleeding. GO!"
* I ran out and got a towel that was laying on her bed. I tried to hear her heart beat. It was going so slow.*
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Your pov:
* I started to gain vision again and when I did... I was still in my bathroom laying on the floor but I had a towel on my head. There was still blood everywhere. Where did Tristan and Anthony go. What happened. Did anyone hear me scream? I couldn't move, I was paralyzed. I saw someone come in my eyes were wide open but I guess they didn't see. Who was it. They picked me up and I felt my head and my limbs fall weak. Where was I being taken. Who was carrying me. Why can't I move my head or anything. I was so scared. Was I going to die? Was this it? I felt my self being put down on a cushioned surface. I heard alarms. Great more hospitals, why do we have to go the hospital so much? I fell asleep I hope. I woke up in a bright room. I felt a strange tingle and pulse go through my body like a shock. So I did die. I came back? My eyes shoot open. I hear doctors sighing in relief and sayin they saved me and that I was back. Where did I go? It only felt like I fell asleep.
7 hours later
I wake up again and was able to move again. I sat up and felt a bandage on my head. I had a terrible migraine. I felt a liquid go into my arm. Must be pain killers. I see Erika and tessa and chad run in but the doctor pushes them out. I felt fine why can't they see me?*
The next day
* I was sent home that day. I was in the kitchen eating when I started thinking... why all of the sudden. Why would I just randomly think of my dad?*
Chad:" how are you feeling?"
Y:" depressed."
Chad:" I'm sorry."
Y:" yeah whatever"
* I said getting up. I walked up to my room and fell asleep. For the next few days I couldn't be in any videos, eat, or even get up to walk. Erika had to help me to the bathroom and back to my bed. I would only eat occasionally. I was really sad that I broke up with Ivan. Did I make a mistake?*
Jake:" no. You didn't make a mistake"
* he said standing at my door frame.*
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Sorry to mess with those feels. I just started high school so I won't be able to update as often anymore but I promise I will update don't worry. And also sorry for so much hospital. I try not to use the hospital much but I just have too I'll try to not use it anymore. Love y'all