Say you won't let go|: Ivan Martinez x reader

23. Logans mistake

Your pov:
* I was almost out of marks room when Logan yanks me and throws me across the room he runs up to me and pushes me on the wall and smashes his lips into mine. I didn't kiss back. I pushed him off with whatever energy I had left. *
Y/n:" GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!!"
Logan:" c'mon baby what's wrong I thought you were having fun "
Y/n:" you are way too drunk. I'm leaving."
* I run out of the room and smack him. I run out crying and mark sees and when I get out the door*
Mark:" Y/N WAIT WHAT HAPPENED?"
*i just turned around and looked at him and kept running. I run back to the team 10 house. Logan picked me up so I didn't drive my car. My makeup was smeared across my face. I run inside and slam the front door. And fall to my knees. Ivan and Jake come running to help me but I just pushed them away. I didn't want to be with any guy right now. When I would get away I would go to the roof but instead I grabbed my keys and got in my car. I drove back to the old field and run back to the same spot. That's never happened to me before. I can't believe Logan did that with his drunk ass*
Back at the team 10 house
Jakes pov:
*she fell to the floor. Me and Ivan ran to help her but she just pushed us away. She left again.*
Ivan:" where did she go?"
Jake:" somewhere where no one can see her. Where she's been before. Let's give her some space."
Ivan:" but im worried about her."
Erika:" what happened?"
Jake:" y/n came running in crying and fell and then ran out again."
Nick:" guys it's really late. Go to sleep."
*we all went to our rooms and went to sleep. I trusted that she was ok in the field.*
At the party when you run out
Marks pov:
Mark:" Y/N WAIT WHAT HAPPENED?!"
*she just looked at me and kept running. I tried to figure out what happened in the past ten minutes so I could help her then I remembered glancing over and seeing Logan pulling y/n into my room. I just assumed they were talking. I walk into my room and saw Logan.*
Mark:" Logan what did you do to y/n."
Logan:" nothing bro."
Mark:" oh my god are you drunk?"
Logan:" maybe. I just kissed her no big deal"
Mark:" Logan she has a boyfriend!"
Logan:" oh well"
Mark:" you're sick"
Back in the field
Your pov:
* I ran out of my car and went to the exact spot I went last time. It's comforting there, getting to be alone. But why has no one come to find me. Do they care about me anymore? Then I remembered. Kat*
Y/n:" shit"
*i ran back to my car and went to the new house (let's call it kats house) and got kat. I told her that she was staying with me at the team 10 house for a few days.*
The next morning
I woke kat up and took her to school. I came back and decided I would stop by kats house to clean. I was walking up and bumped into Logan. I just tried to ignore him and I went inside the house.*
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Logans pov:
* what happened last night. I tried calling y/n but she wouldn't answer. I called mark and he was just pissed at me. What did I do. I was walking down the hall and she bumped into me. She ignored me. Why was she mad at me. I went over and tried to talk to her*
Logan:" y/n?!"
Y/n:" what Logan?"
Logan:" why are you so mad at me?"
Y/n:" last night."
Logan:" I was drunk I don't remember what I did."
Y/n:" YOU KISSED ME LOGAN. YOU ALMOST RAPED ME!"
* my jaw dropped I didn't know. I teared up. So did she.*
Logan:" I'm sorry I didn't know"
Y/n:" sorry doesn't fix what you did to me."
Logan:" y/n."
Y/n:" just get out. LEAVE ME ALONE!!"
*i walked out hesitant I felt like I should of gone back. But she's clearly pissed at me and it's going to take me a while to fix this. I just made a huge mistake. I went to Jake to see if he knew.*
Logan:" did you know?"
Jake:" why did y/n have to run home last night crying do you even know how long of a run that is?"
Logan:" I didn't know that. I don't remember anything last night. I know I got drunk and now she's mad at me. Do you know why?"
Jake:" no. Logan Alexander Paul what did you do"
Logan:" she told me I kissed her and almost raped her"
Jake:" WHAT THE HELL LOGAN!"
Logan:" I WAS DRUNK!"
Jake:" SHES ALREADY UNDER AGE. I CANT BELIEVE YOU. get out. GET OUT!!!"
*i walked out and realized that I might not be able to fix this. I just lost my best friend and now my brother. I went to a place where no one knows about that I always go in these situations. George. But he was at the party what if he knows.*
Logan:" George I messed up bad."
George:" yeah you did."
Logan:" please forgive me. No one else will"
George:" I only know what mark told me. But sure. I'll forgive you."
Logan:" thanks bro."
*we talked and I didn't feel so lonely. I knew I had to do something about it. He started helping figure out what to do. He told me to just give her and everyone their space for a few days. I couldn't bring myself to go home. George went to get maverick and kong and some of my things.*
Your pov:
* kat never left my room. I went downstairs and found chance and Anthony getting ready to go to the gym. I asked to go with and they said sure. I asked the girls to check up on kat every ten minutes. We went to the gym. It was good to take my mind off that night. We got home. And went to bed.*
4 days later
* it's been 4 days and Logan hasn't texted or called. I took kat back over to her house and I knew I was going to see Logan. I wanted to. Kat went inside and I went to Logans house. He wasn't there. Neither was kong or maverick. I went to the balcony and saw that Logan was at George's house. I told kat not to leave the house. I walked over to George's house. I gently knocked on the door. George opened the door and smiled and walked out.*
George:" I'll give you some space"
*i smiled at slowly walked in. Logan was sitting on the couch he didn't know I was there. He looks up and he shoots off the couch. He walks towards me but then backs up. He looks really scared.*
Y/n:" Logan?"
Logan:"...... yea?"
Y/n:" why haven't you called?"
Logan:" I figured you didn't want to talk to me anymore."
Y/n:" look im as pissed as pissed can be. And I'm trying so hard not to pushed you or hurt you. But I do understand one thing, you were drunk, it wasn't you, you couldn't think straight and I know now that you feel bad about it. But you still haven't properly said that you were sorry."
Logan:" I'm sorry. "
Y/n:" and yes it's going to take a lot for you to dig out of this hole. What you did was not just bad or a terrible mistake , it could change everything about you and me and our friendship."
Logan:" I get it. But please please tell me what I need to do."
Y/n:" that's not my decision. That part is all on you. Bye Logan"
Logan:" no... wait..."
* I closed the door. I cried as soon as I closed it. I saw George walk up to me. I stood up and he had a really concerned look on his face. All I did was walk into his arms. I needed that hug. He was so calming and he didn't even say a word. We released*
George:" are you ok."
Y/n:" he didn't tell you did he..."