Say you won't let go|: Ivan Martinez x reader

24. Logans mistake pt.2

*warning* THERE IS BLOOD!!
Your pov:
* George looked really confused. I wanted Logan to suffer. I wanted everyone he knows to be mad at him and hate him. I wanted to tell George that logan raped me. But he didn't, he almost did. All my tears dried up and I was now really angry. I clenched my hand really hard to a point where my finger nails starts to cut my palm ( riverdale reference lol). George grabbed my arms*
George:" hey. Calm down it's ok. What happened"
Y/n:" something terrible."
George:" like what"
Y/n:" he...........kissed me. He pushed me against the wall and almost...... raped me"
George:" oh my"
* he hugged me once more. I felt a wet feeling on my shoulder. Was George crying? I hugged him tighter to non-verbally tell him I was ok. He sniffled and we parted ways. He didn't say anything. I went back to kats house and we cooked lunch.
George's pov:"
Logan:" are you crying?"
* his face went from concerned to pale in a matter of seconds*
Logan:" she told you"
George:" look Logan. You didn't do 'it' she stopped you. All you did was kiss her. Yes it was bad but it could've been worse"
Logan:" I'm sorry I need to go..."
* he ran out.*
Your pov:
Next day
* I was in my room crying in the corner the twins leave for Spain tomorrow. Ivan came in my room and walked over to the bed assuming I was sleeping and saw me on the floor. He put me in his lap and hugged me. I stopped crying and started to fall asleep in his arms he picked up and laid me in my bed. I was half asleep when I felt a tear on my cheek. It wasn't mine it was Ivan's. He kissed my forehead and closed my door. I knew he was going back to pack the rest of his stuff. I waited about five minutes to build the courage to get up. I got up and went to Ivan*
Ivan:" I'll be back I promise. It's just so the move is easier"
Y/n:" but we could barely be apart for one weekend. How are we supposed to handle three weeks?"
Ivan:" just remember. I'll see you again and I'm promising that."
Y/n:" maybe I should come with."
Emilio:" sorry sista planes full"
* I looked at Emilio and scoffed. I walked away and went back to my room. I couldn't sleep. Not only was I dealing with the twins leaving for so long but I was dealing with Logan. I wasn't mad at him anymore. Honestly I don't care about that night it's over it's the past but I can't get the feeling of someone else's lip on my lips. I wanted to vomit. He scarred me. Dammit Logan. I needed to feel the familiar lips again. I texted Ivan to come to my room. He comes up and I kiss him before he could close the door. He turns me around and slams me into the door. I was happy. All the feelings of Logans lips faded away.*
Logans pov:
* now everyone is mad at me. Everyone hates me now. I ran out of George's house. I ran and ran and ran and ran. I ended up at a place I didn't know. I was lost. Did I deserve to get lost? So I could be away from everyone? Maybe it's better that I'm gone. I broke down and cried. It felt like I had lost everyone I cared about and who cared about me. I fucked up bad. How the fuck do I fix this. There was no one around. There was nothing around. I had forgotten which direction I came from. I started banging my hands into my head. I started to punch the ground. I felt a rock slit my hand open. Blood was pouring out. I became light headed, my vision got all blurry. I tried to crawl but I collapsed. Blood still pouring out of my hand, the pain of the cut, the pain of my mistakes I had deserved it. I let it happen. I was ready to die. Until I felt hands on me. I heard yelling and crying but it was all muffled. They put cloth on my hand. I recognized it. It was bright tie dye. It was Jake. I felt more bodies on me trying to lift me up. There was blood all over me and all over the ground. Jake had picked me up and supported my head while a girl not Erika, not tessa, or Ayla, but y/n squeeze my injured hand trying to stop the bleeding. They took me to the van. We drove off...*
Jakes pov:
* I got a call from George telling me that Logan ran away. I ignored it at first. About an hour past. Y/n comes running down the stairs.*
Y/n:" JAKE!! Logans not answering his phone it goes straight to voicemail. We have to find him!"
* Ohio, nick, Emilio and Ivan, max, Chad, Tristan, and Kade and nathan all got in the van. We tried to track Logans phone. It took us to some dessert miles away. I spotted a body laying on the ground with blood all over him. I ran out of the van and saw that it was Logan. Kade brought a shirt and I wrapped it around his hand and pressed on it. Y/n was crying, so was I. We all tried to pick him up. We get him in the van and drive to the hospital. We yell for doctors immediately, they put him in a bed and rolled him as fast as possible. We were all stopped with questions but we didn't know the answer to. All we know is that his hand was cut and he lost a lot of blood.
Hours later
Logans pov:
* I wake up still in pain. I wasn't on the ground. I was in the hospital. I looked over to see my cut open hand. It had bandages on them. I had a needle in my arm. I had a mask over my mouth. Was I dead? Why didn't I die? A doctor came in.*
Doc:" hello Logan it's good to see that you are awake. Can you tell us what happened?"
Logan:" I'm supposed to be dead. I deserve all of this. I was running away. I punched the ground and a rock slit my hand. I got light headed and collapsed."
Doc:" ok well we have stitched your hand with 32 stitches. The cut went from the back of your hand to the middle of your wrist."
Logan:" who's here. Who took me here?"
Doc:" your brother and his friends. They are all outside."
Logan:" can I see Jake?"
Doc:" sure."
* I saw Jake walk in slowly. He had tears in his eyes and so did I.*
Jake:" why. Why did you run?"
Logan:" so I could get away from everyone and just leave and never hurt anyone again. When I cut my hand and felt all the blood rush out. I knew I was going to die. I should've. I deserve it. But you had to save me. Everything was moving in slow motion. I was so close."
Jake:" shut up. I'm glad I saved you. I would never want you to die. No one would. Look I'm not mad anymore, none of us are. We are all so relieved that you are safe."
Logan:" I'm sorry. Will you tell her that?"
* he nodded and left. I ended up falling back asleep.*
Your pov:
* the doctor took Jake back and ten minutes he walks straight up to me.*
Jake:" he told me to tell you... That he's sorry."
Two days later
Your pov:
* the twins left yesterday. Logan was released back home. I was responsible for keeping him alive. We were all ok. We all made up. Logan accepted that we still love him and aren't mad at him. He stopped being mad at himself.
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HOLY SHIT!!