Say you won't let go|: Ivan Martinez x reader

29. A big problem.

Ivan's pov:
* why was y/n so tense when she was here. She seemed to be in a bad mood or something. She even slept on the couch the whole time.*
Ivan:" Emilio why was y/n so mad when she was here"
Emilio:" I don't know exactly I didn't really notice."
Ivan:" really? She didn't hug or kiss me the whole time she was here besides her first getting here and her leaving."
Emilio:" I really don't know bro."
Ivan:" ugh fine"
* Emilio didn't even notice?! How? it was so obvious. What did I do wrong?! I started to get scared. Maybe it was about school maybe she was just nervous. I don't fricken know?!! Maybe I should call her.*
Ivan:" hey"
Y/n:" what's up?"
Ivan:" are you ok?"
Y/n:" yeah everything's great. It was soooo amazing to see you again!"
Ivan:" really you seemed really mad and tense what was that about."
* she took a while to respond.*
Y/n:" I'm just stressed about school and team 10 and moving and Logan moving soon."
Ivan:" oh...so it wasn't about me?"
Y/n:" no... I gotta go talk to you later"
* she hung up before I could say anything. So it was about me...*
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Your pov:
* ugh.*
Jake:" why didn't you tell him that it was about him?"
Y/n:" I can't possibly do that!"
*he walked over and sat next to me. I turned towards him*
Jake:" look if he's really bothering you, you have to tell him what's wrong otherwise he'll never know and it'll just get worse."
Y/n:" yeah but what if we do end up breaking up? And it'll have to be over call. I just got back and I'm not going all the way to Spain to break up with him."
Jake:" well let's call him again and you tell him what's bothering you and I'll be here to help out."
Y/n:" but-.........fine"
* we called him again and he took the last few seconds to answer which really ticked me off*
Ivan:" what's up"
Y/n:" I.... I need to tell you something"
Ivan:" ok what is it?"
Y/n:" you-you were the reason why I was mad. You just...."
* I looked over at Jake and he just nodded 'yes'  I took a deep breath and continued*
Y/n:" you have lately been really annoying. You act like you don't like me going to college. You act like I'll just do whatever you want me to. And when I try to do things on my own you get protective and shoot me down"
Ivan:" I-I didn't know I-I'm sorry."
* I started to tear, Jake put his hand on my shoulder*
Y/n:" and that you don't want to come home to us"
Ivan:" us?"
Y/n:" team 10 Ivan, your family, we miss you a lot and it's really boring without you and you not showing at the teen choice awards and... how could you not want to come back. You tweet that you miss us so much but you act like you're locked out of America!"
Ivan:" I- we do want to come home. But we are also at home here. And don-"
Y/n:" oh shut the fuck up! Donald trump is not your excuse to not come back! You have full ability to come back to America! Don't play stupid!"
Ivan:" I'm not playing stupid! We are a bit locked out! We don't have visas!"
Y/n:" WELL HOW BOUT YOU STOP TWEETING ABOUT WANTING ONE AND NEEDING ONE AND ACTUALLY TRY TO GET ONE!!"
Ivan:" YOU THINK WE ARENT TRYING! FUCK YEAH WE ARE!"
Y/n:" REALLY?!! CAUSE YOU GUYS SURE DONT SOUND LIKE IT. YOU NEVER TALK ABOUT GETTING ONE IN YOUR VIDEOS AND ALL YOU TWEET ABOUT IS ASKING TRUMP TO GIVE YOU ONE! HE DOESNT JUST GIVE YOU ONE, YOU HAVE TO ACTUALLY APPLY FOR ONE!!!"
Ivan:"I CANT BELIVE YOU THINK WE ARE THAT STUPID TO NOT KNOW THAT!"
Y/n:"YOU KNOW WHAT IVAN! I CANT HANDLE YOU ACTING STUPID, OVER PROTECTIVE, AND JUST A HUGE ASSHOLE!!"
Ivan:" What are you saying?"
Y/n:" IM SAYING...I'm saying maybe we should take a break. Maybe until you come back to America."
Ivan:" maybe we should."
* my jaw dropped. Had I just fucked up? Tears started pouring out of my eyes. I saw out of the corner of my eye, Jake put his head down.*
Y/n:" goodbye for now Ivan Martinez..."
Ivan:" yeah bye....for now"
* he hung up (you and Jake are sitting on Jakes bed btw) I dropped my phone and Jake pulled me into a hug. I clenched my fingers on his back. I tightened my grip as I sobbed. Jake did the same. He had one hand on my back and one on my hair. I buried my face into his chest while he put his chin on my head. He rubbed my back, no words were exchanged for the next five minutes, I could help but cry and cry and cry, soon enough I'll run out of fluid. I cried in Jakes chest for another five minutes until Jake pulled me off gently and put his hands on my shoulders and looked deep in my eyes.*
Jake:" I'm so sorry. Hey calm down. It's going to be alright."
Y/n:" don't be sorry. It was for the best."
Jake:" your head is really hot, let me go get you some water"
Y/n:" hurry back"
Jake:" I will"
* Jake walked out and chance came rushing in. He immediately hugged me.*
Chance:" I heard what happened. I'm so sorry."
Y/n:" we're over chance"
Chance:" I know I'm so sorry. Look at me.... I'm here if you want to talk. Anytime even in the middle of the night. You got that?"
Y/n:" thanks chance...really"
* he smiled and Jake walked back in with water. I drank it and fell asleep on his bed. Jake put the blanket over me and he closed the door.*
The next morning
* I was still in Jakes bed. He wasn't there though. I got up and went looking for him. He was in my room sleeping on my bed. Why didnt he just take me to my bed so he could sleep in his? He woke up a few seconds later*
Jake:" hey how are you feeling today?"
Y/n:"better. Thank you Jake for being there with me."
Jake:" of course. I wasnt going to just let you do that alone."
* I smiled*
Y/n:" you really are a great friend. The best actually!"
Jake:" and you're the best"
* I went downstairs not wanting to change. I still had my makeup everywhere on my face. Erika came over seeing my makeup.*
Erika:" oh honey what happened?!"
Y/n:" me and Ivan broke up"
* she was cleaning my face and paused but then continued*
Erika:" I'm so sorry"
Y/n:" everyone says that. It was for the best anyway."
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Ivan's pov:
Right after the phone call
* I couldn't help but cry. I've never cried so hard in my life. Emilio was with me. He just looked sad.*
Ivan:" I didn't know I was-... did you know?"
Emilio:" I'm sorry bro."
Ivan:" fuck you"
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Emilio's pov:
* he ran out. Who the hell knows where he is going. I felt bad for y/n I bet she's having a breakdown. They were yelling pretty loud.*
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Jakes pov:
* I was with chance and Anthony in their room and told them what had happened yesterday. We all said  something at the same time*
Jake, chance, Anthony:" this is a problem."
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