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Amber
 
     
I continue thinking about the note.

              
"Find your dark magic's core. Set fire to it. Learn to use dark magic like a spell."


What does that mean? My darks magic's core. Maybe to go into my most powerful? Set fire to it. To use anger as a fuel? Use it like a spell. Like at will? I don't know..
     
Wait, but what on? Something that makes me angry? 
     
I look around, desperately wanting my mother back.
     
I look at my box, full of pictures of past exes. "That works well." I laugh.
     
Quickly shoving the box in the fireplace, my mind grows anger.
     
I think of how they hurt me, and used me. I was known to attract players.
      The played me like a doll. I wasn't a mistress!
       My fingertips heat up, and it's trickles its way up and throughout my body.
       I look at the box. I mentally count down.
3, 2, 1!
       ...
      
Was something supposed to happen? If so, I failed.
       
I try again, for hours!

Get even angrier!
       
I think of the pain and betrayal, then multiply that pain 100x. My body was on fire. I had to keep it controlled. Control. My anger. No one else's to maximize or minimize.
3, 2,-
WHOOSH! Flames erupt on the box. The smoke filling the air, fire, curling and and torturing the photographs and memories inside.
    
Oh if they saw me now.
    
Don't think like that.
     
I watch as my box, photos, and memories burn to a crisp.

Mission accomplished. Mostly.
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June 27, 2017

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June 27, 2017.

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