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     Ambers POV

    Last night, I did heal my arm, and the crashing noise was a chair that fell over.
...

Odd.

    I put on a jacket over my arm, now self conscious of the burn. The morning was cold. 37 degrees Fahrenheit. It was foggy and dreary. I get in our car. I mean my car. I'm the only owner. ":("
I drive to the school. My arm had a wrap on it under the jacket. My locker was
irritating me. I happen to be in a terrible mood.
Ana attempts talking to me. "Amber?"

Silence
"Listen, I know you're angry but–"

I slam my locker and walk off.

"Amberlyn!" She calls, frustrated with my distance. I walk faster. Glances in the hallway drill into me.

I hear a phrase; "Isn't she the mental kid?"
Uhm... mental? Are they talking about me?
——
Throughout the school day, I didn't speak to anyone. Aris and Jace kept looking at me. I'm suddenly a freak. I reach home. Ana is back. In my kitchen. Waiting.

"What are you doing in my house."
I nearly snarl.

"Amber why won't you listen to me?"
"Who did you tell?"

"Uhm..."
"Get out."

"Stop it!" She finally snaps. She's had enough. "Stop acting like a child Amber."

"WHO!" I yell. Ana's taken back by my behavior. My breathing becomes heavy. My expression of desperation turns into hopelessness.

"I-. I'm sorry." I slide down the wall, hiding my face in shame.

"Wh-why? Why are you sorry?"

I don't move.

"Amber?"

"I do everything wrong Ana! I trust the wrong people, I hide things. I just want to.." Don't say that.
"To what?"

"Irrelevant." I breathe, and I don't move. "Can... can I be alone?"

She hesitates, but she leaves.

I can try to be strong. Otherwise, I'm
disgusted with me. What will I ever do with myself..

 What will I ever do with myself

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November 29, 2017

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