We Go Together Or We Don't Go Down At All (Band Fanfic)

Chapter 13 - Sydney's POV

I can't believe this was happening. Alex and I. Here. Naked. But together. Clothed in each other. Okay, before you say 'eww!', it was romantic. For me. See, Alex and I met at Jocelyn and Jack's wedding. We haven't exactly put a label on our relationship. I guess.... We're together at this point? I don't know. Whatever. All I cared about was him and I.

As we got out and I out my... Well, his clothes on, we plopped down on the bed. He kept holding me and grabbing me. Like I was his. I rushed my hands through his messy, wet hair. Like he was mine. Like we were one.

It started to rain outside. Perfect. I love rain. It makes it perfect to cuddle. Even better. It happened. We had sex, we were one. I sure as hell meant all of it.

But when we had sex, it wasn't sex. It was love. I felt like he gave a part of himself that he doesn't usually show or give to anyone. He gave himself to me. I did the same. I gave a part of myself that I didn't even know existed. Me.

"Sooo," I started as I drew circles on his chest.

"Yeah?" He replied with a smirk. God, that smirk. It kills me.

"What does this make us?" I asked, then there was a long pause. I was scared. Yeah, that's fear.

"Hmm.. Friends?" My heart dropped when he said that. I stopped. Fighting back tears.

I cleared my throat. "Yeah, friends." I let out a tear and it fell on his arm. He noticed it and looked at me.

"Syd, what's wrong?" I got up and put on my jeans and kept his t-shirt on. I commenced to put on my heels.

"I uh- I have to go. I need to be somewhere tomorrow" I grabbed my jacket and headed out the door.

"Sydney wait!" I turned around.

"What?!" I screamed, as I was now in full tears. I heard the thunder rumble. My hair was still wet.

"I- I'm sorry. I just-" I cut him off.

"Yeah, I'm sure you are. Bye, friend." I stormed off as I rained harder (no pun intended).