We Go Together Or We Don't Go Down At All (Band Fanfic)

Chapter 24 - Jocelyn's POV

"Welcome home babe!" Said Jack as he opened the doors to his house. Technically, it wasn't our home. It was his. He leaned in and kissed me. I felt so damn disgusted with myself. "Hey, you hungry?! I ordered pizza yesterday. It's pretty stale but, I mean it's still good!" Oh, Jack. He was so excited to have me home. He's so cute.

I sat on the couch and looked at him and down to the ground. I let out some tears after trying to hold them back. He ran to me.

"Babe? What's wrong?" He asked, kneeling by my side. I looked at him with tears in my eyes while I forced a smile.

"I-I'm just happy to be home, Jackie." I leaned in and kissed him. Jack went to the kitchen to cook who knows what. I grabbed my phone and saw a text from Vic.

Vic: do you still love me? I am dying to know..

Me: vic.. I can't do this.

Vic: but you want to

Me: ...

Vic: Jocelyn

Me: yes, but I can't

Vic: but you want to, so why not?

Me: I love Jack.

Vic: if you did, you wouldn't have of done that. If you really love him, you wouldn't have of came back to me.

Me: Vic.. I still love you but..

Vic: then leave. Come with me.

Me: Victor, stop

Vic: ok, I get it.

Ugh, why is he so stubborn?! I couldn't do this to Jack. Ruin my marriage with Jack. I love Vic, but Jack... No! I can't just chose who I get to love.

"Jack?" He turned around from the kitchen with a sandwhich in his mouth.

"Yeah?" He asked. Oh man, I didn't feel good. I think my facial expressions said it all because after examining my face Jack asked, "what's wrong, babe?!" Slightly after that a huge puddle of vomit exploded from my mouth onto the floor. "Uhh.... You feel better?" Asked Jack.

"Yeah... I think I'm just gonna go upstairs and rest a bit." I headed upstairs and laid on Jack's bed. Incoming call. Vic.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Jocelyn,"

"Vic, liste-"

"No, listen. Jocelyn I love you. I fucking love you. And I learned over time that the more you hide your feelings for someone, the more you fall for them. Please... I'm sorry I was gone for all of that time, I was trying to get over the fact that you didn't love me anymore. Please, don't act like you forgot what we had. Those late summers that we snuck into the old amusement parks? Our after school hangouts? Band practice with the guys! They all miss you, I fucking miss you."

I missed Vic too. I wanted to be with him so badly. But I couldn't break Jack's heart. Not like that. Not at all.

"Vic, I miss you too. Give me time, okay?" I can't believe what I was saying.

----2 weeks----

"Jack! I want pancakes." I said as I kissed him in surprise. He looked at me and kissed me back. How on earth am I going to tell him...? "But I don't. I kinda want a milkshake. No! A funnel cake!" Damn, I was surprised at my cravings! Jack laughed.

"Wow, babe. You're hungry, huh?" Asked Jack. I nodded.

"Yes! But my mom and I are going out to eat! Yum!" I said grabbing my keys and bag. "See you later babe" I kissed him once more.