Chapter 5

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I was messaging Justin on my phone. He telling me about his life going through school than being on tours. I found it funny but he cares about his supporters. LITERALLY. Justin always makes me feel better when I'm down. I also love talking to him. He's very supportive on everything.

In the middle of the movie I kind of felt tired so I told them that I'M going to call it a night and that I would see them in the morning. I gave Bryce a look. He's sleeping in the guest room upstairs tonight. So he called it a night too. I went in my room, hurrying by pulling out a Hukja pipe. Than start puffing on that. He came in my room, locking the door behind him. So I gave him a look that said start talking.

"I called James that I didn't want to be friends with him and his buddies anymore," He told me, I nodded my head. I still feel like there going to bully me though.

"Can I ask you something?" He asked me lifting my chin lightly.

"What's on your mind?" I ask him looking up at him directly.

"Can I kiss you?" He questioned leaning in a little. I ended up pulling away remembering that time we kiss in Eighth or seventh grade. I wasn't ready for this at all. "I can't."

"Why not?" He asked softly.

"Won't it lead to something else?" I ask getting a little closer towards him. He looked at my lips. Than my eyes. I was glancing the same way.

I'm scared it might lead to more...

He pressed his lips on mine softly. I kissed him passionately. My hands on his upper back. I felt his hands slide down to my waist. Our lips move in a Sync they haven't done before. He sat me up on my desk against the wall, my legs were wrapped around his torso. He started kissing and sucking on my neck finding my weakness. I mess through this hair as I moan softly. He continued with this position until he set me back down. We were only an inch apart. He unlocked my door then hid my Hukja pipe in my desk. He smiled at me, "Nothing mattered until now right?" He asked.

"Nothing matters right now," I told him. He came towards me more than placed his lips against mine. I kiss back feeling like I might never even kiss him again. I hate doing this but the old him... Is still here. I feel his hands slide to my butt giving it a gentle squeeze, my hands tug on his hair. Our lips moving in a Sync. We kissed feeling like we may never even kiss or see each other again. I pull away slowly than hug him. He keeps us in an embrace.

Why would you fall in love with a bully? I mean he did so much to you and you decide to go love him...

There right. I shouldn't be falling in love with my bully. I pull away, "Leave."

"What?" He asked worried. I start crying, "Get out of here! Your my bully! Your not supposed to be here..." It got to me. My Depression, Anxiety. I just couldn't anymore. Why did he do this to me?

What have I done to him to make him bully and hurt me for two years? Nothing felt worse than seeing him walk out my door with a confused look on his face. I sat on the floor Wondering​ if life could be different.

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