A Reason to Live (Jensen Ackles)

Chapter 34

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I debated whether or not I should even go with them. It's not like they could make me. But, I really didn't want to make Jensen mad. He's done so much for me, so I got up and walked to my closet. 

I wanted to wear something black, it seemed fitting considering the day. I stopped abruptly when I saw a black knee length dress sitting in the back of my closet. It was the dress I wore to the funeral. 

I stared at it with tears in my eyes. Despite the few tears that managed to escape at the memories the dress brought, I slipped it on over my head. I grabbed the pair of flats that I had also worn that day and slipped them on as well. I brushed my hair and made sure that it was still parted nicely, then went downstairs. 

Everyone was already waiting for me. 

Surprisingly, everyone was dressed similarly to me. Danneel and Justice were both wearing casual but nice black dresses with flats. Jensen was wearing a pair of black jeans and a black t-shirt with a gray suit jacket over top. 

I was curious as to why they were dressed like that as well, but I didn't ask. 

Once I was noticed we all headed towards the car. As soon as we pulled out of the driveway my mind went back to being blank. I stared out of the window the entire time. I could hear the rest of them talking in the background, but nothing really registered. I realized the feeling was similar to the day I got the phone call. When Jensen and Jared were taking me to the hotel room, I felt the same as I do now. 

We drove for about an hour before stopping. 

Once I felt the car stop, followed everyone else and got out of the car. 

Only once I was standing outside of the car did I take in my surroundings. 

The first thing I noticed was that there was only one other car and in that car was Jared. He was dressed similarly to Jensen. 

What was he doing here? 

Then, I saw where we were. 

I stopped in my tracks. I felt like I stopped breathing like my heart stopped beating. 

We were at a graveyard. 

The graveyard where my family was buried. I didn't think I would ever get to come here again. 

Danneel, Jensen, Jared, and Justice were a couple feet ahead of me before they realized that I wasn't following them. Danneel was holding Justice's hand and Jensen was to the left of her. Jared was in the middle, but he was farther ahead. They were all turned around to look at me. 

I knew that they wanted me to follow, but I was still stuck. It was like my feet were glued to the cement I was currently standing on. Jensen motioned with his hand and it was like I was hit by a huge wave. My feet started to move and before I knew it I was walking ahead of them, my feet taking me to their graves. 

Once I was about ten feet away from them, I stopped. 

There they were. 

The three graves were all lined up beside each other. 

Joyce Forbes 

A beloved mother. 

Claire Forbes

A beloved sister. 

Wyatt Forbes 

A beloved brother. 

I stared at the gray stones and imagined the caskets underneath the ground. 

My attention went from the graves to Jensen, Jared, Danneel, and Justice as they stepped closer to the graves. 

What I hadn't noticed earlier was that in Jensen's hands were three bouquets of flowers. Each of them was a different color. One was blue, one was pink, and one was green. They were their favorite colors. My mom's favorite color was blue. My sister's favorite color was pink. My brother's favorite color was green. 

Every once in awhile I would say something about them. Sometimes it was because I actually wanted someone to know and sometimes it was just a slip of the tongue and I didn't mean to say it. 

The fact that Jensen remembered their favorite colors brought tears to my eyes. 

I watched silently as he stepped up to my brother's grave. He introduced himself as if he was meeting my brother when he was alive. He talked for a bit more about himself before setting the bouquet of green flowers on the grave. 

He moved to my sister's grave and did the same thing. He thanked her for being a fan of Supernatural and wished that he could've met her. Then he sat the pink flowers down on her grave. 

When he got to my mother's grave he stopped. 

"Hello, Ms. Forbes, I'm Jensen. You know me as Dean from Supernatural. I love your daughter very much and I'm proud to say that I have taken her in as my own. I love her as my own and I promise to continue to love her as you would have. Please watch over her when I cannot." 

He stepped back and placed the blue flowers on her grave. 

He stepped back further so all graves were in view before speaking again. 

"I promise all three of you that I will protect her, I will love her with all of my heart, and I will be the father that she deserves." 

 He stood silently before walking to the sidewalk and standing there.

To Be Continued...

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