My Samoan Werewolf

Ch 40

Sika Pov.
The pack was all over the place after the rogues attacked us. Everyone was still shook up. I told my wife to go with Trinity to check with the mothers, kids, and elderly. While they were doing that, I went on patrol with Jon, Josh, Dean and Seth to see if we can find any trace of Raven's kidnaping. Roman, on the other hand, was distraught. He didn't rest at all. His nerves were wrecked and he grew more and more restless when we couldn't find any trace of Raven. Patricia and I understood Roman's anger. Patricia especially hate seeing our son like this. Seeing him angry, filled with rage, and sorrow. He only have two things in mind, finding Raven and making the ones who took Raven pay.

Once things mellowed down, everyone went to their rooms, except for me. I went up to Raven and Roman's room. I knocked on the door but no one answered. I knocked once again and there still was no answer. I sighed and stopped knocking. "Roman, please open the door son. I know your angry and I understand why but we're trying our best to find her" I said. I placed my hand on the doorknob. I expected the door to be locked, but as I turned the knob the door opened. I slowly walked in and closed the door behind me. I looked in the room and Roman wasn't there. Then I saw the patio door open. Roman was starring out at the pack territory. His hands were tightly gripping the rails. Low growls were coming from his chest. I sighed and walked to him.

I stood beside him. I can feel the bad tension between us and the rest of the pack. Roman blocked his mind off from myself, his mother, and the others.
I placed my hand on his shoulder and he looked over his shoulder at me. "Son, you must rest. Your emotions right now is driving you insane. If you don't relax, your wolf will loose it" I said to him. Roman's gaze went from me to left side of the patio, then went back to staring at the pack view. He then spoke up. "Rest isn't going to bring Raven back," he gripped the rails even more tighter as the emotionless-like tone of his turned into pure anger and hatred, along with that, his eyes turned red," I'm going to make Owens pay. I'm gonna make him suffer. I'm gonna torture him to death," then he snapped,"I'm personally going to bring him to hell! I'm going to kill that son of a bitch," he exclaimed.

  I felt his rage reach his breaking point. This wasn't Roman speaking, this was his enraged wolf. I can hear his heart beat racing. I hate seeing my son like this. Seeing him filled with hate, rage, sorrow, worry, and revenge. However, I can't tell him not to be worried and I can't tell him not to feel like this. He has every right to be like this. Hell I was like this with Patricia. When someone threatened to take her and hurt her, I was beyond mad. I almost lost contact with my humanity. I became overprotective of her and I told the betas to be on guard at all times. I sighed and and pat his back, trying to reassure him the best way I can, "We'll get Raven back, my son. We will not stop until she is brought back to you, her family, and the pack. I promise you that Kevin will pay the consequences for the level of treason that he have committed." Roman looked at me and then look back out towards the view. He huffed and began to speak, "I ask of you..dad, to only find Raven. I want a search party organized and begun sooner than later and begin searching through the pack territory and beyond the territory immediately", he then looked at me and gave me a cold stare, "and I want Kevin for myself. He will die by my own hands..and I will kill anyone that try to protect him." Once he stopped talking he looked out towards the view again. I nodded my head began to walk out the room. He wants Kevin for himself and I respected his decision. All I have to do is to put together a search party. I really hope that we'll find her soon.