I'm So Into You!

Chapter 12 (CONTINUED)

I began to raise my knife in the air.

______years before________

Charles Lee. The major bully that has haunted me since a young age. I had been with Lafayette at the park. My only friend, Lafayette. I had been walking at the park with my best friend Lafayette. I walked down the silver concrete talking about the mindless things at the time. I remember the cool breeze caressing my face and I tightened my navy blue scarf. I looked over at Lafayette. He had his hair out. The slight wind blew his hair out of his face. He almost looked unbelievably beautiful. Not in the way that I had feelings for him but more like, that I admired him. I wanted to be him. I was jealous of him. But Lafayette always reminded me that I was just as beautiful with made me envy him more. But it wasn't the kind of envy that caused rage. It was more of an admiration type of thing. I felt the colorful leaves crunch under my hard solid boots. I grabbed Lafayette's arm and we just linked arms. I knew we were laughing. But I don't remember what we were laughing about. That was until Charles Lee came up to us with his gang.

"Hey faggots." He remarked blocking our way. "Oh my god Lee. Faggot is such an overused word. Do you have any better insults?" Lafayette groaned in annoyance. "Shut up you immigrant." Lee demanded pushing Lafayette's shoulder. "Oh I'm so scared. I might have to go refuge somewhere else so I can stay away from your ugly ass." My friend insulted hugging me closer. "I'm not here for you." Lee retorted having his two other bastard friends hold Lafayette back. God he looked so helpless. I seeing him like that. Full of fear in his eyes, anger bubbling in his face, and the way he was thrashing his body around. He seemed so, so troubled. Lee pulled out a pistol. He aims his pistol at the sky, "WAIT!" I shouted jumping in front of Lafayette. I got shot in the shoulder and Lafayette remained safe. The boys ran off and I am struck with pain. Lafayette is cradling me in his arms all bloody. "I'm  so sorry." I apologized.

________Now_________

I stabbed him. I stabbed Charles Lee. My enemy. My bully. Now, my victim. I pulled out the sharp silver knife out of his chest and blood splashes my face. The blood is warm and dark. It begins to drop from his chest down onto the plastic. It makes a dripping sound then it pools all around him. "Good job John." I heard as my chest rises and falls heavily. "You go wash up and I'll handle the rest." Alex reassured as I walked out of the room. I went into the bathroom and washed off the blood off of my face. It only landed on my neck and face. "Odd." I mutter to myself retreating back into the room. "Finished?" I asked grabbing the bag. He shook his head and we head out with the chopped up body.

1:59 AM.

The time of night were lust is in the air. Sex never sleeps at night. Somewhere in the world a couple or maybe even more than one person is having sex. Who knows. But right now, it's my time with Alexander. I grip his jacket tightly in my hands and slide it off of him. He throws it on the ground and begins to tear off his shirt. I push him down on my bed. He unbuttons my shirt and I grind my hips against his. "Well aren't you very needy?" Alex jokes and I groan. "This isn't the fucking time to joke around." I breathed kissing his neck roughly. He moans my name quietly. I smile happily and I take off his jeans along with mine. Alex flips me over and I pull off my hair tie. Alex was on top of me and breathed heavily. "You're so fucking gorgeous." He compliments, I smile and I look towards the wall. "No really. You are." He says cupping my cheek and making me look at him. I stared into his intelligent brown eyes and I studied his face. That small smirk that makes me go weak, that twinkle in his eyes when he gets passionate, and that genuine smile. God it gets me every time.

"I-I love you." I blurt out smashing my lips against his. He pulls back and stares back at me. "I love you too, Laurens." He says so full of love. I smile softly as he gently kisses my neck. He began to rub my upper thigh with his hand making me go wild. I ran my hands over his chest getting more and more excited than I had ever been. I was grinding my hips against his. Alex pulled down my boxers and I copied his actions. He had inserted himself inside of me. I felt so much pleasure and it made me so ecstatic. I wrapped my legs around his waist signaling him to go faster and deeper. Clearly he did as I wished. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him slowly and so very softly. The bed began to creak as he went faster. He finally came inside of me and we fell beside me. I pulled Alex close and we tangled our legs together making us closer than we already were.

"That was great John." Alex muttered sucking on my neck. "A-ah Alex. I'm so tired but I cannot resist." I moaned beginning to get hard once again. "Well ready for round two?" Alex purred against my ear. I bit my lip seductively and nodded my head cheerfully.

I guess psychopaths are capable of love.

Well that was fantastic. I don't know what to say. Anyways, go read Aurora_thorvald because she just made a new MurderAu story inspired from me. :)