cliché || kim samuel

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ignored

i liked this song bc it was about making choices/decisions and like the last chapter was called choices so like ;) i guess this is the aftermath

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the next week at school (y/n) avoided samuel completely.

she ignored his notes in her locker and even in class she was moved farther away from him.

she walked past him as if he didn't exist. 

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samuel tried his best, but (y/n) was very strong willed.

his performance at basketball wasn't the greatest.

his coach even wanted him to take a week off to get out of his slump.

his grades weren't the greatest which was somewhat good, since it would encourage interactions with (y/n).

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a whole week had passed with ignored contact and more distance between the two.

she knew it was illogical to ignore him like this and her life shouldn't be dominated by a boy.

but he was a special boy.

and she would deny her feelings despite this knowledge.

she told herself that love makes you blind an clueless

oh how blind and clueless she was.

all because of her parents' rivalry.

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he - on the other hand - knew she was having a hard time ignoring him.

he desperately wanted to talk to her.

but he couldn't find a way.

he just would watch her from a distance or ask his friends if they saw her.

love makes you do crazy things, right?

oh was this boy about to do something insane.

(obviously not without the help of his friends.)

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it was a friday night.

(y/n) was finished her homework and was now sitting listening to music.

the jj project was blasting in her room, the song slowly reminding her of samuel for some reason.

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Even when I'm busy, they endlessly ask
I'm going forward but I keep looking back
What will I become at the end?
Will I regret it if I look back later on?  

I clench my fists but I'm still timidBut I stop myself and try to have courageSo I can walk again butOh no, no, no
Again today, there are questions I don't knowI'm trying to answer but I'm not confidentIs it this way or that way?I'm afraid of my decisionWith an anxious heart heart heart heartI'm standing in front of the next next next choiceBetween paths that I've never gone on beforeHow can I find my way?I'm afraid, day by day   

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her mind filled with memories of walks home with samuel.

she groaned in annoyance.

even after a week of ignoring him.

he was her number one thought.

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