The First Snow ✔️

Chapter 4 || Why?

Have you had a day when you woke up with a very bad head ache with your heart about to leap out and on top of that your brother is screaming outside your room for you to wake you up? Well that's happening right now.

I feel like shit early in the morning.

Still then I managed to say, "I will be up in few minutes."

Grumpily I stood up, went for a quick shower. After getting dressed, I went downstairs. I saw my Dad, Suho oppa and mother. They were laughing over something which I don't intend to listen. I sat on my chair and the maid brought me my breakfast which was a bacon salad.

"Kiddo, how is the school going for you? Is it treating you well?" My dad questioned me.

"I am still surviving it." was my reply. Even if the school didn't treat me what was he gonna do.

"Is this how you reply to your father? Is this how I brought you up? Why are you being such a brat. Look at your brother, he is working hard for the family and you? It's high time you have maturity in you!?" sneered a woman who was supposed to be a mother to me.

"Mom. Stop it" Suho oppa begged but what's the use.

Life sure is amazing.

"When have you ever been in my life?", was my reply. With that I stood up and went for the door and straight in to his car. I waited for him to come. Because he was my only lift.

"You seem to be thinking too much lately, sister. What's going on in that beautiful mind?"

"Seriously? Since when did you quote John Legend. You don't like his music"

"Since now", laughing slightly "And don't take mom's word to heart. You know she loves you." He tried to convince me or rather himself. People in the Kim Household know what kind of love we have for each other.

"Easy for you to say.." I mumbled underneath my breath. Seriously when will this head ache go. It was too bad in the morning and now it's the worst.

I watched the scenery from the window.
The rest of the ride was spent peacefully.

Finally we reached the school parking.

I made my way towards my first period which was Chemistry. I felt my mood lighten up a bit but was immediately lifted off. Realization drew upon me. That yet again he is there.

Sitting on my sit, I patiently waited for the teacher to come but. Yes, there's a but-.

"In the morning itself, I have to see a ugly duckling. Wonder how my day will go on!?" whispering harshly, he sat down.

The contraction I haven't felt in long time- six months ago, came back. The pain. The unusual pain is making me hard to bear it. Its really stronger than before. I took the medicine this morning. Did I? I did? Shit, I forgot to take it. I can't bear it.

" Yah. Are you okay? You look really pale. Do you want to go the sick room?" concerned voice of Sehun was heard. Wait--what?

"Shut up. I am still capable to stand on my two feet. Moreover, I don't need help. Yours to be precise." I said with the energy I saved. Just then the teacher walked in. Without wasting any second he started teaching.

And second by second the pain became so painful that I didn't even realize I was clenching the pain way too tightly.

"Miss. Kim, are you okay? You look so pale. Oh my god, someone help her and inform Suho. Do something!" The teacher voice was heard, concern lacing in his voice.

I wanted to tell him to chill and that I was not going to die but if only- if only.

Bearing the pain I said, "Its okay Sir. I just had a head ache and-" I couldn't complete it. I had to hold it back. It should just remain with me.

"I am fine. Seriously. You don't need to call him." My normal voice came back. Normal meaning my cold and distant voice.

The teacher unconvinced still nodded his head. The students soon recovered from the chaos and sat back at their seats but occasionally glancing at me and Sehun?

The class was finally over. I had to get that thing. I was halfway on my way towards the gate but a hand dragged me towards the old school building. I struggled to get out from the grip but it went all down in the drain.

"What was that?"

"What was what?" I questioned him back.

Frustrated by the lack of response, he blurted out, "Are you hurt somewhere? Where does it hurt?"

Scoffingly I replied with voice much colder than a ice. If that's even possible.., "Who are you? No wait, you are the person who told me I leech off people's money. Can't you figure it out now. But to save your energy and time I will answer for you. Maybe the stunt I pulled in the class was just to earn love from the boys, trap them and leech of their money.

That's basically what I do, right?" Heaving a breath I continued, "Stop poking your nose in another person's business. But then again why will you even listen to me."

Glaring, I walked out of the old building leaving him alone.

I walked out of the school premises dialing a certain number.
Upon the first ring, the person picked up the phone, certainly knowing what I needed.

"Just in time Jennie. I have got it. Pick it up by tomorrow or do you need it today?" that's what I liked about this person. Straight to the point.

"I need it now. Come to the park near your place. I will be there in twenty."

Twenty minutes later, I spotted the person. I went beside him and held my hand for the thing.

Sighing the person said, "Stop this thing. You know how this works. It's very strong."

"I know what I am doing. So stop going mother on me." I sneered at him.
"And one more thing Namjoon, tell others about this and you won't see tomorrow. I swear."
I gave him the envelope.
He held up his hand in defense and walked away.

Slowly, I retreated towards my house. Thinking of excuses which would probably save my ass from Suho and Dad.

I finally reached my home and wasn't surprised to find 10 sports car in the drive way. There was no backing out now.

Keeping my poker face, I went in. Before safely tucking the packet in school school bag.

"Where were you, Young Lady?"

I kept quiet and went upstairs and locked the door.

I heard the knock on my door but I ignored and snuggled into my bed.

"I am not in the right place to tell you this but I just want to know what you are hiding? I know we have problems with each other but I want to know. And you know me, I get exactly what I want" How can a person talk so bluntly. And with that the said person walked away.

But leaving me with full of questions one of them being, Why?

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(A/N)

Sorry it took years to complete this chapter. I have been busy these days.
My final FINAL EXAM ended today.

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