Chapter 29 || Miracle

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;Miracle (n),
an extraordinary and welcome event that is is not explicable by natural or scientific laws and is therefore attributed to a divine agency


In the walk of life everyday is a miracle. Surviving yesterday and the night to see the sunlight shinning on you itself is a miracle.

At first I never believed in miracle because firstly I never experienced it and secondly I found it lame to believe in 'Miracles'. Why I found miracle lame?

Well, let's see the only justification I can give is that I was a growing boy and had just hit his teen so cut me some slack for not believing.

My parents had let me to fend for myself to be independent in a foreign country so 'miracle' seemed foreign to me. Truth to be told, I am grateful I believed in miracle only after I met her.

Jennie, she herself is a miracle to me.

When I was in my winter she provided me with summer and in the dark night the bright twinkling star is she. She gave me a ray of hope. A hope to see the world has not ended and that there is still a reason to live even if it is a little bit.

But then seeing her laying down on the hospital bed with her family and our friends surrounding her talking with her, making her laugh and smile I suddenly felt an overwhelming feeling of heartbreak.

In an hour she would be in that cold room where her life will be decided. The mere thought of them makes me fear of the result, the outcome which may take her away from me. Away from her loved ones. Away from the world to whom she expects a lot.

I feared of losing her and never having in my arms or having to hear her voice or her eyes which always shone.

She met my eyes and smiled at me. A pained one that too. I never wanted to acknowledge it but seeing her pained smile made me realize she too thinks she see the sunrise we both promised out of two things.

I stepped towards her and put her hands in mine rubbing her ring finger where I put the ring on her. A white diamond cut ring with silver band.

Not the couple ring but a ring that proves the heaven blessed us with the blessings.

Jennie wanted her dream marriage to be in snow, weird but thats what describes my woman the most.

We flew to New Zealand despite the warning the doctor sent us. We had a small ceremony in the presence of my family, her family and our friends. All of them were shocked and pained that she was suffering and had chose to keep it away from them except from Yugyeom who looked like he was the one suffering the most. Especially her mother who had the hard time comprehending the news.

We got married on July 23 in Aukland where I made her mine and like her dream it snowed on that. The First Snow of the year 2018 in Aukland.

"The god granted my one last wish, hunnie." She whispered after I had finished kissing her. She looked ravishing her white lace wedding gown with a small tiara fixed to her head.

Her wish, to be with me during the first snow. It was wish we made during our first date.

I tried to choke back my tears but then failed resulting in her tearing up.

"If you cry li- like that then wh-," her voiced hoarse eyes filled with tears trying to choke back, "who will be my strength, hmm." She smiled wavering a bit.

I hugged her like no tomorrow and silently prayed to god.

"You shouldn't cry on first snow, baby." She said rubbing my back. I flinched when she mumbled at the last. A sentence which made my blood go cold.

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