The awkwardness was really heavy and no one spoke for the next ten minutes. After Sehun had kissed me and I started to give in to him, it soon turned into a full make out session which was soon cut of by a loud 'oh my god'.
Apparently, Max had come to the room to see if I was already there. But instead caught us *cough* making out.
"So, how are you Sehun?" Max asked him dragging the word 'so' which made me remind of the devious act he pulled on me. I pranced on my feet and choked his neck, not too hard though.
"You jerk! You--will pay for this, you made me suffer a lot. I was scared to death. You know exactly how it feels when your loved one's are in the hospital, but still then you did it." I said as I rocked him back and forth grabbing his T-shirt.
Sehun pulled me away from him and Max let a dramatic breathe crying I was a banshee. He threw his hands in the air as if he was surrendering to me.
"Babe, come down. Max realizes his mistake. Right, Max? But wait, how did you injure your hand?" Sehun said after he made sure I didn't bury Max seven feet under the ground. Max nodded in reply and went to check on Jade.
"Uhmm.. I broke the glass?" I said sheepishly. That was true though, I did break the glass. He then took my hand and inspected it.
"Don't hurt yourself, it hurts me too." It really touched my heart. His pain was also my pain too.
*
"Why didn't you tell us anything? We could have come there. You know that both of us precious right?" Suho's loud voice penetrated through the phone. Right after Max left, Sehun's phone rang and we had no choice to pick up the phone.
"And to do what? I am fine, hyung. I only sprained my ankle, the driver didn't do any serious deed, really." Sehun spoke to him a few more times before ending the call.
"Hyung said to take care of you."
I nodded not replying with words. O felt so drained out and I think the cold is catching up on me. I need to take medicines before its too late.
"You seriously need to tell your parents and brother," Sehun said.
I had actually forgotten about our fight and how he-- forget it. It was time to face him and his words. I didn't want to prolong the decision any more. And I have a flight to catch.
"That remembers me something. Why do you act like you care when in the end I am going to left. Why? Tell me, oh wait- don't, I am already considered dead. So no need to give me justification, after all I will gone soon." I told him acidly and could actually feel the venom.
He face scrunched up in confusion. Why did he have to feel confused. He was the one who said those things. Was he really that cruel? Did I mistake those signs again? Was I really that naive.
"What are you talking about?"
Oh, so he was going to play like that.
"How much more are you going to hurt me? How much more do I need to suffer so that I can die peacefully?" I asked him feeling the tears welt up.
Just a few moment's ago we were both happy or at least I was, and now here I am feeling the pang in my heart.
"What are you talking about? You are scaring me babe." He said slowly closing the gap between us.
I had let the tears spring freely not having enough energy to wipe that out.
"I heard you this morning," I looked up to him, "you said I am as good as dead. And tha--that you only begged for forgiveness so could ease the guilt you felt." His eyes, those deep brown eyes that I once loved, was filled with pain, remorse and guilt.
I didn't want to walk away like last time. All this time, all I have been doing is running away and ruining all the chances that weight get. I wanted to listen to his part then make a decision.For all this, my decision has not been good. It either hurt me or him.
I squeezed his hand urging him to tell. Then, he finally opened his mouth, "I know I am wrong. But at that time, I felt so- I don't know alone? I really want to be there for you but you were being really difficult and I was being totally stupid by saying those things. I thought I was the only one in pain but then Max explained to me that you are suffering the most and I shouldn't just wait for you to talk to me. He said that I have to be there for you more and take care of you. Which made me open my eyes, I then thought how I was being a dick ignoring your pain and only focusing on mine. All this time, this is what I have been doing. I prioritized my heart only not yours."
Hearing him confess it made my heart feel at ease.
"Sehun, I am sorry too for being a bitch-"
"Hey, don't call your self that!" He sharply said.
"But I was that. I ignored your calls, made assumptions and I even booked a flight back to Korea," I said guilty.
"Wha--what? Flight back to Korea!?" He said.
"That could be canceled. I was being a total idiot, Sehun." I said hugging him.
"Be my girlfriend," he suddenly asked me making me stop my breathe. Was he being serious right now? We were talking about something and he is asking me to be his girlfriend.
"Huh? Sehun, stop joking." I nervously replied back.
"I am not joking, I am being serious. Be my girl, Jennie." At the mention on my name I knew he was being serious.
"Like that only?" I jokingly asked him though I was sweating as hell. I never thought I would be this nervous. Of course I have imagined being Sehun's girlfriend but suddenly the thought of it making me shy.
Before I knew it, Sehun already called his chauffeur and made him book a restaurant. I told him I was only joking but he cut me off saying it was only given that I be asked out at a very exquisite way. I only shook my head at that.
*
"So, again for the second time. Misses Jennie Kim, will you do a pleasure and make me the unluckiest and the unhappiest man and be my girlfriend and soon my wife?" Sehun asked kneeling down by my right side with a small diamond cut ring in his hand.
Right after we finished our starter, he immediately kneeled down my side.
"Of course, Mr. Oh Sehun, you are in luck cause I will accept your offer. It is I who is out of luck having to be your girlfriend." I said offering him a smile. His loud laughter resonated through out the restaurant and soon a loud clapping followed as he slipped the ring through my ring finger on my left hand.
He slipped in my left hand on the ring finger because he wanted the world to know I was his.
"From now on, we both will only think of the present and the future. We don't need our past to jeopardize our relation." And with that he sealed our lips.
His words were right. We were both dwelling upon the past, atleast I was. From now only we only need to think of future. Not mine. Not his. But our, our future.
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Hello bunnies!!
Whats up? Liking the chapter so far? Well, now these two are finally together. I feel a brick lifted over my shoulder. All this time, I had a feeling that my story was not going good and rather the love line progressing faster so I had pushed back their 'couple' thing many times.
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