》Voltron Trash Book《

》Silly Crush《

Info: Ever since Pidge told her friends she was girl a certain friend was actually kinda glad she did cause that was a really confusing feeling to have and something might just happen.
♡ Shidge (P-20 S-24)
(Modern Day Au)

Word count:1534

Pidge pov
It's been a week or so since I've seen the guys and it was kinda getting a bit lonely since they freaked out when they found out I was a girl. Lance was lost for words until he started saying things that really wasn't necessary or appropriate.

Hunk wasn't so shocked because he had a feeling I wasn't a guy but decided for me to come out with it. Keith knew from the beginning cause he accidentally walked in on me when I was changing clothes and I was in a bra.

That was really awkward and the conversation after that was just weird but he was kinda glad cause he didn't have friends that were girls he was close with or had similar interest. And the last one of the guys was Shiro, he was shocked when I said it but his expression soften when I explained why I did it and to be honest he looked relieved to know. Cause I kinda have a hunch he had a thing for me whenever we would hang out together when he wasn't with the guys or Allura.

Those two were inseparable since we became friends but I suppose Allura didn't return the feelings back. I remember when he came to my place he looked so sad an down that he just needed a friend. He talked how he liked her and how much he would love it if she went out with him.

But behold she doesn't like him back like that and rather stay friends instead of lovers. To be honest I kinda didn't want Shiro and Allura to be an item cause it would make me jealous and feel left out. Lance had Keith because it was obvious when they were kissing at a party we went to and they became official.

Hunk and Shay started dating not too long ago and they are the cutest thing I've ever seen. If Allura said yes to Shiro then I'll be the lone wolf and be forever alone. Ever since that day I fell for him more, his smile and his dorky laugh and the way he tries to understand my giant and weird vocabulary.

It made him even better and half of me thinks why Allura said no? I wanted to ask her but she's been gone from the group since she started working full-time at a daycare. I always wondered why? She supported me and all but she was perfect for Shiro, she was closer in height and practically the same age and had similar interest and thought alike. It bugs me but I don't really care.

As I sat on my couch and turned on my ps4 I heard the door "It's open!" I yelled as I waited and see Shiro which is surprising "Shiro?" "Hey Pidge, how are you?" "Um fine, how about you or anyone else?" "They're busy, but they will see you soon" I nodded "I feel like it's awkward in the group since there's another girl"

Shiro chuckles and sits by me "Its not awkward cause you're still pidge and we care about you" I blush and return my attention to the t.v. "Sure, what are you doing here Shiro? For real this time" he chuckles and lays back on the couch "I'm bored and want to hang with you..unless you don't and I can get out of your hair?" I shrug

"I don't mind cause I was actually feeling a bit lonely. I invited Keith but he's on a date with Lance and they'll stop by later" Shiro sighs and has a soft look "Well I'm usually free on weekends? Why didnt you text me?" Cause I don't think I can think straight by you being this close to me "I feel like you would be busy" he shakes his head

"Only in the morning and all night I'm free" I nodded and died again in my game, it was hard trying to concentrate while having Shiro next to me "Okay" I said quietly "So, what have you been up to?" "Nothing just staying in and being a antisocial nerd" he chuckles and moves a bit closer

"Oh, what are playing seems interesting?" "Oh uh little nightmares wanna try?" "Sure but show me the controls" I giggled and showed him and helped him play "What is that? Why that guy have long arms?! Wait! It's reaching for me! What i do?! Pidge" he got caught and I was laughing in tears

"I died..no thanks to you" I was dying and Shiro just made it funnier "Come on Pidge it's not that funny "Yeah..uh it kinda is" I was trying to calm my laughter as Shiro pushed me down the couch as my face was red and my laughter died out.

His eyes was dark but was soft as he leaned closer and I gasp a bit and push his chest to make him move. He backs up as we sit up and I fix my messy hair and pull on my sleeves "Uh..I'm sorry for laughing" I didn't even want to look in his eyes because I was afraid of something happening and then he will regret it.

"It's fine, it was nice seeing you laugh..I'm sorry for pushing you down like that" his face was flushed and noticed he was kinda regretting what he's done. "Maybe I should go cause I think I'm making things awkward"

he makes a move for the door and I grab his wrist and have my head lowered "S-Shiro don't go" I stuttered a bit as he stood in place "Explain this to me.." I look at him as he nods "Yes?" "Why exactly did Allura not say Yes to you?" He sighs and moves closer and sat beside me

"She said no because she knew that you kinda liked me? But I think I was the one who liked you" I blush as I let go of his wrist "She doesn't want to date me either cause she only saw me as a close friend then a lover really" I smirked "So you like me Shiro?" "Yeah? Is that weird?" I shrug

"Everything is weird in our lives" he chuckles and nods "How long have you liked me?" "Maybe when I thought you were a guy?" I laughed a bit before I looked at him for an explanation "It was weird that I kinda found you cute and adorable because usually I don't really go for guys? If that makes sense? But when you told us you were a girl I felt relieved cause it felt good.."

I blushed as I lean closer "I've had a crush on you for so long that I get nervous whenever we hang out alone" he smirks and looks at my lips and eyes "Can I kiss you?" I nod a bit and he closes the space before his lips were on mine.

It felt soft and caring and a bit needy as his hands wandered towards my back and waist. I broke the kiss and straddled over his lap and I kissed him again but a bit deeper as his hands were now I'm my butt and almost groping them and I let out a small noise as he looked at me with liddled eyes "Shiro~"

I said as I moved my hips as he groans a bit "Katie~" as I went to kiss him again I heard someone chuckling as I turn I see that it's Lance and Keith. I move off so fast I almost fell to the ground and Shiro sat up so quickly "Holy shit! You guys were about to get it on with the door unlocked?!"

He was dying of laughter as Keith was red and a bit embarrassed "Shiro..maybe you should've texted us before it all went down?" Keith mumbled and I felt like my world was crashing down "I wasn't expecting anything to happen" he said trying to calm down.

"Well we brought food? We could always leave if you want?" Lance said as he pulled Keith closer kissing his neck "Actually nah it's cool" I said as I went to the kitchen and get the food they brought "You sure? It seemed we interrupted something pretty steamy~"

Keith groans along with Shiro and I laughed "It's fine cause it's probably not going to happen anytime soon" the look on all their face had me laughing "Was that a joke or were you serious?" "I'm kidding can we just drop it and have food?" "Yeah"

Shiro excused himself and went to the bathroom and the others looked at me "So you and Shiro?" "Yes? What about it?" "Nothing its pretty cute" "Thanks I guess" Shiro came back and sighs as he grabs food and I give him a cheeky smile "So Pidge how was your day?" "Lance!" Keith and Shiro said and I just giggled "Interesting.."