》Voltron Trash Book《

》I miss you《

Info: Keith and Lance broke up due to Lance cheating on him with another person. It's been 3 years and Lance wants nothing more but to see Keith and apologize for his actions and maybe rekindle their relationship
*requested by Anon on tumblr

Word count: 2100
Song: touch- Troye Sivan
*:Past
~:Present

Lance pov

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I couldn't believe I did that..to my Keith. I loved Keith with all my heart and I go and kiss and hook up with a random stranger at a club. I'm so afraid he will find out and leave me and kick me out. "Unbelievable! I told him that my paintings are a bit explicit but it represents what I am! And what I stand for!" I looked at Keith as he yelled into his phone getting upset about his new collection.

I was his inspiration for his paintings when we first started dating. "Hey want coffee?" I asked but I was completely ignored as he kept yelling. I haven't been getting attention from him since the party I threw him. It's been a month and we also haven't had our fun time. I could tell he was tense and sexually frustrated but he would just ignore me and go to bed like I wasn't there

"Whatever I'm done!" He hung up and kept rambling as he sat beside me and pulled at his dark raven hair as he looked at me "I'm sorry Lance I completely ignored your question" he caresses my cheek as he kissed me gently well he tried but it was a bit rough "It's okay, I asked if you wanted coffee" "Yeah pour me some" as I did he watched me as his hands moved down my arm to my thigh and gave a light squeeze.

I blushed as he set the coffee down and looked at me "It's been awhile since we did anything, want to continue this in our room?" Why did I feel so guilty? I'm hurting him and I'm hurting myself because he made feel unwanted. Made me feel less important when we first dated. "Yes my love"

he carried me as he gave me a brusing kiss and held me tighter. He was being rough and I lived for when he was like this. He didn't give a fuck unless I was satisfied and he saw me happy and blissed out. "You'll ride me tonight babe" Keith said as he laid on the bed waiting for me but I thought back to the marks on my chest and back and I didn't want him to know.

"I'm gonna keep the shirt on and dim the lights okay?" He smirks and raised a brow "Whatever you want Lance. I love you" oh my heart it's cracking and I'm an idiot "I love you too"

After a few weeks I go back to habit and go look for a late night hook up. Keith's been too busy that he barely notices I'm there and have needs as well. But I wanted to be with an older guy. Someone mature and understanding. But I'm just an object and sees me as a toy. He's always coming home late spending time with a 'friend' that works with him and I'm alone thinking he's cheating when I'm fact I was the one.

I came home late from the hook up house and I walked in jumping seeing Keith against the wall with his arms crossed and had that scary look. "Keith you scared me" I went to kiss him but he moved away and I backed up "Where were you Lance?" I thought something up "I went out with a few friends" "Don't lie to me"

he said sternly as he gave me a glare and fuck I think he knows "I'm not lying I did go out with a few friends" "Who brought you home?" "My friend did" "Was it a guy?" He asked and i shook my head "No some girl did" "A girl?! Lance how stupid do you think I am?!" He shouted at me and I moved back "What are talking about?!"

"You don't think I notice the small bruises and marks on your body when you sleep beside me? So tell me the truth did you cheat on me?" He looked so broken and I yet to crack "No. I didn't cheat on you" "Bullshit! Stop lying to me Lance! Did you or didn't you?!" I felt my heart race as he was on the verge of tears

"Lance..get out. Get out! I don't want you here anymore" he rushed to our shared bedroom and I ran towards him and tried to hold him but he pushed me away shoving me towards the bed "Keith!" "I'm not listening unless you admit it Lance!" He pauses as I get up and slowly walk towards him and start crying