My Brother's Bestfriend

Chapter 13

I woke up in so much pain, I stood up to go to the bathroom and I was covered in blood. I had a feeling I know what was happening. "Mommy.!!!!!!" I screamed as loud as I could. I fell to the floor unable to move an inch. "Ryannnnnnnn.!" I screamed louder. The pain traveled down my legs now.

What, what's wrong.? Ryan asked coming into my room. "Oh shit maaaaaa.!" He yelled.!" My mom came running in the room.

Raven honey stay calm.! My mom grabbed my phone to call an ambulance.

My baby.!!! Mommy I'm sorry.! I cried harder holding my stomach.

Your pregnant? She asked crying.

I nodded my head yes and cried harder. The room was silent but filled with tears and crying.

Ryan was mad and hurt and I could tell I disappointed him.

The paramedics finally showed up which seemed like it took forever. The gave me an IV and put a oxygen mask over my face to keep me breathing. Ryan never left my side. He kept trying to call Kiem but he wasn't answering which was making me worry a lot. We got to the hospital and I was rushed into a room to be checked by drs.

Okay Raven umm there's no easy way to say this....the babies heart beat....we couldn't find one. The pain your feeling are contractions. You are in labor. We won't be able to save the baby or anything because it is so small probably about the size of a grape. We don't know why you went into labor we can't do anything to stop it you are 5cm dilated. If you don't reach 10 by morning we will have to prep you for emergency surgery.

I started crying harder. My biggest fear has came my reality. My mom and brother both hugged me tight. I didn't want neither one of them to let go.

It's gone be alright Rae.! Ryan whispered to me while my mom prayed. All I could think about was the dream Kiem said he was had. That was suppose to be our little girl.! Now what was suppose to be would never be.

We'll be right here when you wake up.! My mom said kissing my forehead.

Not me.! Ima be over there sleep.! Ryan said laughing to lighten the mood.!

Did anyone try Kiem again.? I asked trying to stay woke.

He's not answering baby but here I'll
Try one more time before they take you in.! She said grabbing my phone.

I'm scared.! I said to Ryan. Tears swelled up in his eyes and he grabbed my hand.

There's nothing to be scared of ight. I'm right here, moma right here.! We both gone be right here.! And when you wake up guess what.? We gone we gonna be right here ight.! He put my oxygen mask back over my face and the drs came to get me. I couldn't believe this was even happening right now.

___________________
KIEM P.O.V.

I bussed all over Alex's mouth and layed back on the bed. It was 8 am and I was tired as hell. I grabbed my phone only to see I had 68 missed calls from Raven, Ryan and another number. I had a voicemail from Raven. I wondered what the fuck was wrong.

"Hey Kiem I know your probably sleep that's why your not answering but listen sweetie around 2am Raven went into labor they saying they don't know what happened or what caused her to go in labor but they couldn't find the baby heart beat, she was about 5cm dilated, they said if she wasn't  gone to dilate any more she would have to go into surgery by 8am and get the baby and stuff out theirselves so that's where she is headed now. We are at Sweet Woman and children's Hospital 3rd floor labor and delivery, room 306." Her mom voice played back on the answering machine. I dropped my phone getting in the shower and rushing to get dress.

Baby what's wrong.? Baby,?!!! I grabbed my phone and keys and ran down the stairs. My face was blank my mind was empty my heart was broken. She lost my seed. I was speeding out the gates I almost took it off. I was running red lights and stop signs.

Baby what's wrong slow down.! Alex screamed. I didn't even know this bitch was even in the car with me.

I pulled up to the hospital jumping out. I ran in and made my way to the 3rd floor. The nurses let me in the back and I found her room. She was just getting back in.

I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry.! I plead to her kissing her as she cried.

I'm happy your finally here.! She cried.

I'm sorry I wasn't here from the jump. You okay.?

No I'm not.! I lost our baby I'm sorry.!

It's not your fault okay.! It just wasn't the right time God had other plans for us.!

But your dream.?

It was a dream from our future ight.!

I love you Kiem, I'm sorry.!

I know baby.!

Baby.? Alex voice rawred through the room and all eyes where on her. I looked up and she was crying.
My double life was coming to an end. Which was good cause I was tired of leaving Raven in the dark when she's the one I wanted to be with.

Alex, this is Raven my girlfriend.! I said chocking on those words.

Your girlfriend.!? You never told me you had a girlfriend.! So us what where we.? You where just fucking me to fuck me.?

You fucked her.? Raven asked annoyed standing up.

Yeah he's been fuckin me and I been living with him for the past month and a half now.! I thought what we had was special.! I thought you loved me.! I thought you cared about me.! But you have a whole girlfriend who was pregnant.! Alex yelled crying.

Alex.......

You said you would never hurt me, you said you would never put anyone before me. I asked you..... I FUCKING ASKED YOU WAS IT SOMEONE ELSE AND YOU LIED.! You lied straight to my fuckin face. I'm in here dying and losing our child and your fucking the next bitch, you missed doctors appointments because you where fucking another bitch.! You played me, you lied to me. I would of never hurt you like you did me.! I loved you from the bottom of my heart. I chose you over my brother, I was mad at him because he put you in jail and I loved you, I chose you and this is how you do me.?! Raven yelled pissed off, she was crying so hard she could bearly say her words, she slapped the shit out of me. She fell to the floor crying so hard. "Don't touch me.!" She yelled as I kneeled down to her to comfort her. "Get away from me.!" She hit me harder with each punch. I never ment for shit to go down like this.!