My Brother's Bestfriend

Chapter 9

I love you.! The words rolled off of my tongue as my lips touched Zae's.

I love you beautiful.! He smiled against my lips.

I pulled away and admired his face. He was so extremely handsome and now I know what I was missing out on. Love comes from
Different angels. What I thought me and Kiem had couldn't of been love. After all the cheating and disrespect and getting my memory back I decided to leave him. Sierra had her daughter and I was 4 months pregnant now. Zae And I made a pack to bring me and Kiems baby into the world.....Kiem isn't happy about my decisions at all but he doesn't say a word nor does he bother me. It's like he completely disappeared from the world. And I kinda was okay with that....

How you feel today?

I'm okay just a little tired as usual. Where's my baby?

She's sleeping in her room. You still taking her to your moms?

Yeah she asked me again for the 3rd time today was I bringing her over.

Okay will ima go to therapy, have dinner ready when I get back? Hopefully they have some good news for me today.!

I hope so.!

After Zae was shot it messed up his basketball career drastically. He had to learn a lot of things over and it hasn't been easy for him but he was slowly getting back to his self and strong again. He desperately wanted to get back into playing ball but his left leg was a little stiff. Although his therapy sessions been helping tremendously I'm just thankful he's still here. This was something we was going to have to over come together and I was here for it all just like he's been here for me. He kissed my forehead than me looking into my eyes with a smile. I never thought we would end up together but the past month been amazing.! He left out the house and I went upstairs to get Kali ready to take her to my moms house.

I pulled up to my mother house and seen Kiem leaving to get in his car. "Drive safe now son.!" She smiled and waved him off. He didn't look my way nor at Kali. That shit hurts even though I don't care about him saying anything to me atleast acknowledge your daughter. "Hey baby.!" My mom smiled coming down to take Kali out my hands.

Hey mama.! I smiled giving her a side hug.

How are you today Rae?

I'm okay....what was he doing here?

Why you worried about that boy Raven? She asked with an eye braw raised and her lips twisted out.

Because he's soon to be my ex husband and he's at my mothers house.

Well that was my other son until y'all got together don't forget that.! He always has a home here just like you and just like Ryan.

I was just asking......

Yeah well Raven you ask a lot of questions about Kiem....I don't agree with how he treated you and the shit he did but I don't think Zae is for you.....

Ma.?!

Ma nothing! You been wanting my honest opinion on your situation and I'm giving it to you. First off why are you keeping a baby by him if you claims he doesn't want anything to do with Kali? Because he or she is saving your life? So you gone be a single mother of two? I like Zae as a person yes I do he's a sweetheart but i don't know....somethin just isn't sitting well with me about him. I don't think you and him should of got together until after you and Kiem was well fully divorced.! Because wether you want to admit it or not your not over Kiem and that boy damn sure isn't over you.!

I am over him....he hurted me! Why am I the bad guy? It's my body my choice to have a baby I gotta take care of my responsibilities. I didn't ask him to be here?!

Your not the bad guy Raven but in order to actually make some shit work and I mean REALLY REALLY make it work you need to forgive and let it go. You can only make something work while holding on to the past. No once again I don't agree with the decisions he has made in the past but he was trying very hard especially after that accident and you lost your memory. He was hoping that he could build a new foundership for you two and show you his true love for you Raven he tried and you broke his heart cause he broke yours. You don't fight fire with Fire. You can sit there and say your over him all you want to but I seen the way you looked at him when he was just here. Your still in love with him, don't play with your feelings is all I'm saying.! She said before she got up to walk away. I took a deep breath and grabbed my stuff why do people think they know everything?