My Brother's Bestfriend

Chapter 20

Can I ask you something? Amanda asked bringing bags into the house. After I got out the hospital we found a new house together. I didn't wanna move back In with Kiem just yet because I didn't know how long this was gonna last between us and I didn't wanna rush things, we still fuckin every night though.!

Go ahead! I started to take groceries out the bag and put things up. I was suppose to be on bed rest so any thing I could do around the house I did because I hated being in the bed all day.

How did you know Kiem was the one for you? Y'all been together for so many years, been through so much shit, how do you know?

I've had a crush on Rockiem my whole entire life.! I never looked at him as a big brother or a brotherly figure in anyway. When Kiem left me.....he left me with his son.! Even though he known me his whole life and know what kind of person I was he left me with his most prize possession and he left us for years.! To the point I thought he was never gonna return......once I seen he trusted me that much with his child I knew he trusted me, he had faith in me, he believed in me, and he loved me.! That's when I knew how powerful his love was for me. The way he fights for me and protects me was a sign he was for me. No matter how many times he cheated or his back was against the wall or the fucked up shit he did.....his actual love for me NEVER changed.

Wowwww that's deep.! I can't wait til I get somebody like that. Y'all inspire me so much and I want y'all to get back together so bad bro.!

I don't know.....I feel like I hurt him too bad this time....and you know Zae was the perfect man.! But he let that anger and hurt get to him and turned into an abusive alcoholic it all happened so fast I never seen it coming.! If Zae never turned crazy and been the sweetheart he was from the beginning I probably wouldn't of went back to Kiem. And when I lost my memory Kiem whole everything changed.....and I think that's when he seen he hurt me the most and how I was ready to move on from him so that hurted his soul and I don't think he's ready to forgive me for that yet.

You forgave him for everything he's done to you....why won't he do the same?

Because men are sensitive babies. You hurt their feelings or give them a taste of what they put you through and they act like they whole entire world is gonna come crashing down.

That is a whole fact.!

Mommy can you open this.? Mulan, Amanda's daughter asked giving her, her candy. She opened it and ran back into the living room with Kali.

There was a solid knock at the door and it was Kiem and Scott. Scott has a lil crush on Amanda so he comes around every chance he gets. Amanda found him annoying though which was actually pretty funny. I think it's more so she thinks he has hoes which I don't put pass him at all. He was atleast 6foot, lightskin, light brown eyes, pretty dreads that hang low past his shoulders, extremely muscular and tatted up. He dressed nice and always had money.! His BESTFRIEND is Kiem so I know he was a hoe.

Hey! Kiem said sweetly coming into the kitchen. He wrapped his arms around my belly holding it and kissed my neck. "What's wrong.?"

Nothing.! I smiled shyly. "Amanda here was just asking me how did I know you was the one.!"

Because ima handsome ass nigga and can't nobody fuck her like me.! He cheeses hard.

Boy shut the fuck.!!!!

Naw for real bro how did you know she was the one for you? Scott asked sitting in Amanda's seat pissing her off. I tried not to laugh at the facial expression she just made behind his back.

Kiem was silent for a moment before he spoke, taking a deep breath and looking at me he said....."I always thought she was beautiful but never said anything because her brother was my BestFriend.! I always thought that every little thing she did was cute, when she sang in the shower to gettin an attitude. Over the years I developed these crazy ass feelings for her....I would come over to the house more, take her to lunch, lil shit like that. I wanna say it was the very first time I hurt her I ain't gone lie I cheated. My head was so far gone wrapped up in a bitch who could, would, and shouldn't of been playing my bitch role. Raven lost our first child you know her feelings hurt and shit and she layed in the hospital crying and I'm out doing me until I found out what happened. When I got to the hospital and everything blew up In my face I was extremely lost I didn't know what to say or do. I could see the hurt I caused her in her eyes, in her body, in her tears, in her voice, the words she spoke. It was a different type of hurt.! And still to this day I can never get that shit out my head. That shit had hurted me real bad. I knew she was done with me, I knew it! I prayed and I prayed to god knowing I never prayed before a day in my life. My mama always said any woman who can make you change your ways you'll know if she for you or not.! And that's how I knew she was the one because I prayed about the situation, I prayed about us, I prayed about her, and I prayed she still loved me.! Like I said I never prayed before in my life.....she made me pray to god and he answered and showed me she was for me when I got a second chance!"

Damn that's deep.! Scott said. I wiped my tears and held Kiem into a hug. "I love you.!" Poured out my mouth and I smiled big.