My Brother's Bestfriend

Chapter 4

Yo what's up? Zay'er asked coming up to me in the coffee shop. I haven't spoken to him since that night I spent at his house and that was weeks ago.

Heyy.! I said dryly looking down into my coffee cup.

What's wrong? He asked lifting my chin up. I loved how I never had to say anything he always knew when it was something wrong with me.

Nothing.! I said without looking up at him shaking my head trying not to sniffle but he bent down to me and lifted my head up to look me in the eyes again.

What's wrong Raven? I closed my eyes and tried not to cry.

Please please don't say I told you so.! He pulled me into hug him and held me tight.

I won't say it, if you tell me what's going on. He whispered into my ear.

If you knew something was saving your life but it put you at a risk would you keep it? I asked through my tears.

Are you pregnant? He asked disappointed.

I nodded my head yeah and wiped my tears.

How far along?

Almost 3 months.

Are you keeping it?

I don't know Zae.....

Well is Kiem on bored?

He's on bored with Sierra.!

What? What you mean?

Sierra is pregnant and it's his..... I guess she got pregnant the night he cheated on me with her.....she'll be due in 3 months.

Are you fuckin serious Raven? He asked pissed off and I nodded my head.

And this baby is the only thing that's saving my life right now. And I don't know what to do. I already feel as a father he doesn't show Kali the same love he shows Kammer. We are not at a good place right now to even have a baby.

Look I support your decision a 100% you know I do Rae but something gotta give. He said pissed off. He stood to his feet and took a deep breath pulling his keys out of his pocket.

Where are you going?

To have a chat with yo baby father.!

Zay'er NO.!

This is happening wether you want it to or not Raven.! He walked out the coffee shop and I quickly grabbed all my things and ran to
My car but he was long gone. I took deep breaths as I drove around trying to find Kiem.

I pulled up to the trap closes to where we was at and boom there they was. Kiem was leaned back against his car smoking and drinking with Ryan and three other of their friends and Zay'er was walking up to Kiem pissed off.

You really a aint Shit ass nigga brah.! Zay'er laughed.

Kiem looked at him like he was stupid. "Excuse you nigga.?" Kiem licked his lips and leaned back.

Nigga you heard me you foul ass hell.! Got a whole baby on the way with the bitch you told her not to worry about than got the fuckin nerve to have Raven pregnant too.! Boy I should beat yo dumb ass brah.! On some real shit.! Nigga you foul.! Raven don't deserve no nigga like you and you damn sure don't deserve no good ass woman like her. Zay'er spat.

Nigga I could punch you in yo mouth cause you don't know shit you talking about better stick to what you good at and that's playing ball. Kiem said angrily.

What you think cause you got a lil gun somebody suppose to be scared of yo ass NEGATIVE NIGGA.! They ain't stop making pieces when they made yours brah. Zay'er said showing a gun. My heart was beating fast as fuck. Kiem just leaned back relaxed with a smirk on his face. I knew he could kill Zay'er in a matter of seconds. But it seem like they was so far away from me as I was running to them. I jumped in front of Zay'er to hold him back.

Zae calm down please.! I cried.

Raven take ya lil boyfriend home before he get something he don't want. Kiem said mad standing up passing the bottle to Ryan.

Something like what brah what's up.?! Zae yelled trying to push me out his way.

Zay'er.! I screamed and he looked at me. "Let's go it's not worth it.!" I pled grabbing his face and looking him in his eyes. Kiem was growing madder and madder at the sight of us.

I pushed Zay'er to his car and he got in. "I'm gonna meet you at your house.!" I closed his car door and he pulled off.

So you fuckin that nigga huh? Kiem asked mad.

First of all you have no fuckin right asking me anything like that.! Worry about yo bitch you got pregnant and leave me the fuck alone.

I said I'm fuckin sorry you acting like I did that shit on purpose.! I can't control what a woman do with her body and it's not like I've known from the beginning soon as she told me I told you.! Got damn.! But go head fuck that nigga it's probably his baby anyways.

What.?! I know you didn't just say that too me.!  Ima act like you didn't but you know what I wish it was probably a better father than you any fuckin ways Rockiem.! At least he'll recognize he has more than one kid and a wife.!  I wiped my tears and walked away getting in my car. I was trying so hard not to cry full blown tears I fuckin hate him.!

I pulled up to Zay'er house and he was on the balcony in his room smoking. "Your not suppose to be smoking" I said breaking him from his daze.

It's a lot of shit I ain't suppose to be doin but I do.!

Yeah like what?

Fall for married women.! He said bluntly looking in my eyes. "I love you Raven I'm in love with you.! I love our friendship the most though you mean a lot to me.!"

I love you too Zae.!

Than leave him.!

I.....I....I can't do that.!

Why not.?  Because you don't love me like I love you.! And it's okay I respect that, that nigga was yo everything  first everything at that and I can't just take that away from you but when your ready to let a real man love you and show you what love is let me know.! He bent down and kissed me. His lips was warm and wet, it was very passionate, he grabbed the back of my neck pulling me in deeper. He pulled away from me slowly.

I gotta go.! I sang I ran down the stairs and out to the front door with him behind me. A black car pulled up with two guys hanging out the window and bullets went flying. Zay'er threw his body on top of mine. I pushed him off of me as I heard the tires scratching the pavement of the ground. He was gasping for air looking into my eyes. He was shot three times.