My Brother's Bestfriend

Chapter 14

Ryan.? I called out to him standing in his doorway.

What's up baby sis.?! He said turning to face me.

I'm sorry.! I should of had listened to you. I said fighting back my tears. He got up to hug me.

Sometimes you have to make your own mistakes to see the truth.! Kiems not a bad guy but he's not a oh so great one either. I know he loves you for a fact he does but he just wasn't ready to be in a committed one.

I hear you. I just shouldn't never gave him the time of day.! I learned from my lesson and I just gotta grow from it.

I completely understand.! It's gone be okay though.!

Yeah I guess so.! I said with a slight smile. I made my way back to my room and closed my door. I didn't want anyone bothering me or seeing me cry. I lost my baby about a week ago and it's like the cut was still true. I had the heart beat put into a teddy bear so I will always have it. I was gonna give it to Kiem for Christmas but all that changed now. He tried calling me and texting me everyday all day but I  ignored everything. There wasn't anything in this world he could say to make me change the way I felt about him. It was pure hatred. I never wanted to see his face again. I was even thinking about going to get a restraining order against him. I loved him I really did.! I chose him over my family. He said he would never cheat on me but that was a complete lie. Some days I hope he dropped dead.!

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KIEM P.O.V.

I sat trying to call Raven once again but she just sent me to voicemail once again.! I fucked up bad and nothing could fix this. I was fucking another girl while my woman was layed up in a hospital bed how fucked up is that.! I shouldn't of never touched Alex I should of just backed the fuck up like I started to when the chance was in my face. I lost my wife and my seed. I needed her as much as she needed me. I couldn't think of no way to approach her that I already hadn't and get through to her. She texted me a couple days ago tell me if I didn't leave her alone she was going to get a restraining order on me. Man that shit hurt to the core. I just needed a chance to explain. Nun of this shit was ment to hurt her in any way shape or form possible. It's just some shit that had just happened.! And I wanna take it back so bad.!

Walked through the park leaving my connect and I seen Raven. Something said walk over there and the other part of me said leave her alone. But I didn't listen I walked over there and soon as she seen me she got up.

Wait a minute.! I said grabbing her hand. I could see all the pain and hurt I caused her, in her eyes.

Just leave me alone.! She cried trying to let her tears fall.

Baby just wait.! Listen I know you don't wanna hear shit I got to say I get it I know I'm sorry I swear I am. Alex was my old girlfriend back in the day when I was like 13 we grew up together she was my bestfriend.! That day I dropped you off a couple days we left Houston. I bought a house.! I bought it for you and for me to raise our kid in.! I went grocery shopping I was suppose to pick you back up but I seen her at Walmart. I invited her over on some friendly chill shit just to see how she been and shit I swear to god it wasn't suppose to go further than that. She kissed me started sucking my dick, I was telling her like move and shit but she wasn't budging did i fuck her.? Yes I did.! But I had a condom on ight:! I promise you on my mouthed soul you the only girl I ever had unprotected sex with.! Shit took a left turn and I was fucking her every since. Yes she was the reason why I was so distant, yes I lied to your face about it being another girl. Did I want you to find out like that.? Fuck no I didn't I promise you I didn't I was gone tell you but it wasn't no right time.! Than the situation with the baby happened all at once. I'm sorry I hurt you I am you mean the world to me and I will do any and everything to get you back.!

Just leave me alone instead Rockiem.! I hear you and everything you said but I don't believe you. I fought for you, for us to make us happen.! You fucked a whole other female. Let me go fuck on another nigga for a month and a half and I'll think about if I want to get back with you. Maybe I'll fuck him the way I fuck you even better though.!

Bitch I'll kill you and him.!

Oh now it's you'll kill us.?! Muthafucka please you wasn't thinking about that when you was fucking her.! You wasn't thinking about no other man inside me.! Now that you lost me and you remember how good and tight this pussy is, just remember how good it's gone be to another nigga.! She said before snatching her arm away from me and walking off. I almost smacked the shit from her.!