My Brother's Bestfriend

Chapter 41

KIEM P.O.V.

I can't believe she thought I didn't love her.! I said to myself over and over again. I loved Raven with all my heart and I couldn't believe what was going on right now.

Heyy can you take me some where.?! Sierra asked comin into my room. "You okay.? Look I don't know what you and Raven had goin on and I know you loved her very much and I'm sorry for coming into y'all home and shit that's why I'm leaving......you deserve Raven and she deserves you.!" "That night I knew Raven pissed you off and I just wanted to take advantage of it I knew you was vulnerable just like she was and all I needed was some dick.! But I feel bad for it I tore y'all marriage part and you love that girl stankin draws Kiem.....you know I always wanted to
Know your weakness and I could never figure it out because the whole time it was her and you never showed it.! I just feel like.....I could never Measure up to her and what y'all had ever. I'll lalways have love for you Kiem.! And we can settle this court custody thing out. Kammer wants to live with me and its completely up to you...i know Kali is gonna be a handful for you..."

It's alright I'll just get him on the weekends. He told me that he's ready to live with you and get to know you even more.

Yeah look I'm sorry for everything.....

Shit happens.

She got up and left the room, I looked over at my nightstand and the very last picture of me and Raven happy as hell starred back at me. I picked it up throwing it into the wall pissed off as tears filled my eyes. That was my fuckin wife, my everything.! The mother of my kids.! My whole entire world and I fucked everything up over some bullshit.!

Tell me how you really feel about me....a very soft voice said making me look up quick.
Raven stood in the doorway and I stood to my feet because I knew I was trippin.

Raven.....I walked to her slowly and she had tears in her eyes. She didn't look like Raven. She was skinny, her hair was shorter and way thinner, her clothes was baggy, she had a hospital IV still in her arm, she was dull like she didn't have any blood in her but she was still so beautiful.! I dropped to my knees as my head filled with confusement. She placed her hands on my face and I hugged her body.

Tears filled her face and I held her tighter as I cried and cried to her. "I'm so sorry Rae I'm so sorry.!" She lifted my chin up and kissed me slowly. For the first time in forever it felt like our first kiss, made me remember why i fell in love with her and why I loved her completely.! She pulled me up until I was hovering over her body. I picked her up laying her on the bed as I climbed on top of her. I kissed her again softly and softly as my lips planted on her neck and I entered her sweet spot once again In a really long time. It was tight like the first time we fucked..... her moans was like escape from her pain....

I love you Rockiem.! Filled my ears as I pleasures the both of us.!

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DADDY.! I heard screaming making me jump up looking around. Kammer was standing at the side of my bed. I had another dream again about Raven. This shit was fuckin hard.!

What's up lil man.?! I asked wiping the sleep from my eyes.

I miss Mommy.! He said sadly.

Sierra will be here to get you tomorrow.!

No not her, Raven....I miss my mother.!

I miss her too.....I thought you hated Raven?

No I could never hate her.....I just thought if I told her I hated her and didn't wanna be around her she wouldn't let me get to know my real mom.

You do know that's not even true at all right.?! Raven loved you from the first moment she seen you.....and she didn't have to take you in I had asked her to without a choice. She protected you and took care of you and bettered herself even more because of you. And she didn't want Sierra to hurt you again that's why she was iffy about you bein with Sierra because she was scared to lose you and she would hurt you.....she would of never stopped you from being with her though....

Dad...I regret telling her I hate her an Kali isn't my sister...when will we get to see Kali.?

I don't know I'm trying to get her from Grandma but you know that's all she have of Raven that's left and I'm tryna keep everybody happy. 

Well it's been weeks and I'm ready for my sister to come home.!