Dating one of my brothers friend // jonah marais

i can't always fix everything

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it's our last day before we start shooting and we're all currently hiking up to manoa falls, as you all know i hate hiking. Where's Jonah when you need him. We finally reached the falls and it was definitely worth the struggles, we started jumping off cliffs and by 'we' i mean everyone else but me. I took some photos, then went in the water. We all swam over and went behind the waterfall, which was pretty cool.

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We were now back home very exhausted from that hike but we had to study our script. Shailene and i were in my room study the beginning since it started with us both, we going to be sisters in the movie. We then stopped studying and started talking about random stuff.

I watched unusual (movie bri did) and it was amazing, you did great for your first big movie ~ shai (nickname for shailene)

Thanks, i was super nervous shooting ~ brianna

I was nervous shooting my first movie as well. How was it working with the cast ~ shai

It was fun, everyone was super nice and welcoming ~ Brianna

Are you excited for tomorrow cause I'm excited ~ shai

Yeah and I'm also nervous, working with a bunch of professionals. ~ Brianna

We both talked for a while and became closer, shai is super nice. I'm a huge divergent fan and to sit and think I'm in a room talking to Beatrice is crazy.

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It's now later in the night and I'm in the hot tub litening to music, then i got a text from jonah. I tried my hands and quickly answer him.

Can i say something ?

Sure, what's up?

I like you.

😂
I like you too 😊

We're gonna get married some day!:)

That'll be the second greatest day of my life!:)

What's the first?

When i met you 😶

OMG your so perfect!:)

I miss hugging you

And i miss kissing you

Sure you do 😏

I then heard someone in the opposite direction behind which made me jump and my phone fell in the water.

I quickly close my eye's and went underwater trying to find it. I came up for air, then i felt something touch my foot. I quickly grabbed it and i remembered it's a iPhone 7, so it's water proof.

I finally looked to see it was josh, that scared the living crap outta me. I quickly texted jonah

I'm gonna go sleep, goodnight <33

Night babe

I closed my phone and started making my way out the hot tub, when josh spoke up.

Sorry if i scared ~ Josh

It's okay ~ Brianna

Why are leaving ~ Josh

Been out here for a while, and i really want to sleep ~ Brianna

Ok, Goodnight Brianna ~ Josh

"Goodnight josh" i said before walking inside. I got changed into comfy sleeping clothes and went under my sheets, i turned on the tv and was waiting for my eye's to be closed.

I then got a text from Daniel, why can't they talk to me during the day.

Stuck between "i wanna feel that type of hurt again" but " i wanna feel that type of love again"

And I'm stuck between "i wanna sleep" but "i also wanna SLEEP"

i meant to push her away, i just never thought she'd actually leave.

You knew exactly what you were doing. That's what hurt her the most.

I lied because i didn't want her to know how much it hurts me.

Just because she let go, doesn't mean she wanted too.

And you on the other hand waited 4 month to TrY and fix it. You can't keep coming to me thinking i can change something. This is something i cant help you fix.

I turned off my phone and tried going to sleep. I'm tired of all this, they both have feelings after four months and daniel has a girlfriend. Is he gonna break a heart just so he could mend another.