Dating one of my brothers friend // jonah marais

"Don't apologize"

We were all in the waiting room, again, waiting for the doctors to come, again, with more test results. They're all telling me it's okay but it's not. The doctor said he was good, but he doesn't even remember nothing. It's been hours and I'm really nervous. I'm never coming back to rhis place when i leave.

The doctor entered the room and i got up and walk over to her. "He okay-" i cut her off feeling mad everytime someone say he's okay.

"He's  not fucking Okay, Stop saying he's going if he can't even say his own mame" i said raising my voice.  Eva then walked over trying to calm me

"Ma'am I'm sorry, if you need him he's in his room now"

I walked left both of them an went to his room. He was sitting up in the bed looking at the machine as it beeps. "Hey" i said walking up to his bed.

I'm sorry ~ Jonah

For what ~ Brianna

"I didn't. I don't know who you are and i feel like i should know who you are but-"

I then cut him off seeing how worried he looked. "No, it's fine. This isn't your fault and I'm sure you'll soon remember"

He then smiled at me and i did the same. "Who are those other people that came to see me" asked. I sat beside him ready to help fill him in on his own life.

"You are in a band called why dont we and those four boys are your band mates. One of the girls is dating daniel and the other is dating jack. Both girls are my bestfriends" i told him trying to tell him as much

And how do you know me or them ~ jonah

You're my boyfriend ~ Brianna

"We're.... dating? " he asked in shock

Yeah, it's been the best year and eight months of my life ~ Brianna

"I'm sorry i can't remember" he said, the more he apologizes the more i want to cry. I know this isn't his fault, none of this but he keeps apologizing.

Don't be sorry...... is there anything you do remember  ~ Brianna

He sat there thinking then he started smiling. "I remember"

Me saying i love you  ~ Jonah

A huge smile appeared on my face, he remember that he loves me even though he can't remember me.
As much as this is stressing he's making me really happy.

Guys i know these are short but I'm really emotional. It's like i put myself in briannas shoes when I'm writing these. Y'all aren't the only one's cry. "I need a tish" 😢