Dating one of my brothers friend // jonah marais

stay

I woke up by my alarm and saw that Jonah was sleeping at my desk. I turned off the alarm and sat up in bed. Jonah then sat up as Well.

Why'd you sleep here ~ Brianna

Why are you doing this ~ Jonah

I felt like i accepted their apologies long time ago but i didn't know how to talk to them ~ Brianna

And that's why you're going to Ohio ~ Jonah

I feel like everyone hates me now, i hate myself. I feel like if i go back to ohio I'll 'find myself ' ~ Brianna

You've definitely changed, this isn't the Brianna i met a year ago. But i know for sure we don't hate you ~ Jonah

How can you not though ~ Brianna

I know you too well, I've also been at my lowest points in life. If you think going back to ohio is gonna help you, go then ~ Jonah

You're not mad if i leave ~ Brianna

Promise me you'll be back soon. I... i don't think going back will help, they forgive and Madison you've both been through worst. What else could have happened worst than this and you forgive her ~ Jonah

She.... she dated this guy i knew ~ Brianna

How's that bad, she dated Daniel and you know him ~ Jonah

I knew the guy cause i was dating him too ~ Brianna

This went from Zero to a hundred real  quick. And you forgive for that ~ Jonah

Only because i found out why she did it. And he knew she was my bestfriend and he still went a head and did whatever they did ~ Brianna

Are you gonna tell me why she did it ~  Jonah

Nope, you already know too much ~ Brianna

Okay.....Are you gonna go to ohio still ~ Jonah

You do good at stalling but it doesn't count if i know you're doing it ~ Brianna

But you still stayed and talked ~ Jonah

Talking to you  helps and i can always buy another ticket ~ Brianna

Are you though ~ Jonah

Where's Courtney i didn't see her yesterday ~ Brianna

Her brother came to visit, she's been hanging out with him ~ Jonah

Since i won't be going anywhere, I'm going back to bed. It's too early ~ Brianna

Guess I'll see you when you wake up ~ Jonah

And with that i went back under the covers. It felt good to talk about this but i still feel bad. I feel like things won't be the same and i feel like I'm the problem.