It's been a week since i said i would talk to Jonah. Well, i still haven't. I've taken my time to think and i think maby all i need is to not worry about being in a relationship.
Dylan and i have had small talks but we're not fully back to normal. A i saw a fan tweet that Jonah had unfollow me yesterday, it must have been the the tweet from hollywood tea. I thought i had just move on that quickly. The fact that he thinks that made me mad and i didn't try and tell him it's not what it looked like.
He clearly has trust issues for me, i know I'm the main cause of that but I've proved too many times that he doesn't has you have trust issues. I don't wanna be in a relationship were one of us can't trust each other even though so many things went bad.
Madison and eva came to visit me on set today. Madison was really excited to see dylan and newt again. While eva finally got to meet everyone.
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I was in my trailer when Dylan walked in.
What about knocking ~ Brianna
You said you would fix things ~ Dylan
Things are fixed. We talk again ~ Brianna
I'm not talking about us. You and Jonah ~ Dylan
I'm not gonna try and fix this when he clearly doesn't want anything to be fixed ~ Brianna
How are you sure he doesn't want things fixed ~ Dylan
He toom his first step by unfollowing me ~ Brianna
And you haven't unfollowed him because you the reason he did it in the first place ~ Dylan
Yeah because of the picture.... everything comes back to the same thing. Me and you, i just can't ~ Brianna
I'm not gonna let you push me away. Neither are you gonna push him away ~ Dylan
I think there's gonna be a point where only me can make the decision of who I'm pushinh away ~ Brianna
I'm just trying to help ~ Dylan
I know you are but the more you help something goes wrong ~ Brianna
"Guess I'll stop helping" he said leaving my trailer.
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I had left set and just reached logan. Mark and logan was vlogging, i said hi to them before going to my room. My heart then skip a beat when i saw Daniel. We haven't spoken to each other from the last time we fought.
They didn't tell you i was here ~ Daniel
Does my face look like i expected you ~ Brianna
He then shook his head getting my point.
Why are you here ~ Brianna
No specific reason. Just wanted to hang ~ Daniel
Why now, after all this time ~ Brianna
I know theres nothing between you and Dylan. Jonah's having a hard time believing that ~ Daniel
Not my problem he's having trust issues ~ Brianna
Why would you say that. You're a reason and he's been through a lot ~ Daniel
Is this why you're here. To rub in how i gave him trust issues. I know I've done and said bad things, it's just in blood i can't change nothing that already happen ~ Brianna
Yes you can. You can get back together ~ Daniel
Why is everyone telling me to do something i don't want to do. I'm trying to get over him ~ Brianna
If that's what you're trying to do maby you can start by unfollowing him and stop liking every picture he post ~ Daniel
Are done ~ Brianna
He nods and i open my door indicating for him to leave. He left and i drop my body on my bed closing my eyes. I thought telling him we need a break would make him think about things. Not to literally end out relationship. All this time definitely got me thinking
@mrs.unicorn tweeted
I didn't mean it literal but i quess it's official. It was fun while it lasted ❤. I always hurts to let go, especially when it's over the smallest misunderstanding.I unfollowed him on all social media accounts and delete photos of us on my accounts. I put every memory of us in a box.
I put away all except one.OML IT'S MY 1OOth CHAPTER!!!!💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
That's crazy, i thought I'd get fed up and ended this ff so long ago but all you people who read and comment asking me for more pushed me to do so much more. 🐐🐐🐐🐐🐐🐐🐐🐐🐐🐐
I didn't know my 'brain' could do this much. Give me an essay in class and i can't even come up with a title 😢
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I just want to thank you all for reading, i really appreciate it. I'm not sure when this story ends but it's definitely far from now.
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Dating one of my brothers friend // jonah marais
Fanfictionhi i'm Brianna alexander paul, jake and logan paul is my brother. i'm 18 years of age and i've finally decided to move to california. that's when i met Jonah Marais in person not knowing that i would become his girlfriend. But with so much drama my...