Dating one of my brothers friend // jonah marais

selfish

A WEEK LATER

we ended up staying in vegas for the entire week. There has been fun times but someone's attitude always ruin the moment. And by someone i mean me or Madison.

I'm not as mad at Eva but i still haven't been an inch close to her. Logan and i have been having these small arguments which is leading us in a direction i hope we don't go in.

We came back home today and had a really bad argument which didn't end well.

Flashback

I was on the couch playing around on my phone when logan just came and stopped in front of me.

"You had a great life in ohio, you had the opportunity to go to college and studied what you wanted" he said in a strong tone, still standing in front of me.

And i chose to come here and do acting ~ Brianna

And i can count on my hand the amount of time you go out and try getting roles. All you do is sit in your room all day everyday ~ Logan

And how is that affecting you ~ Brianna

I pay the bills, i put food in the house. You do nothing most of the time you're here ~ Logan

Do you want me to leave, cause if that's what you want I'll leave ~ Brianna

Where you gonna go, to Madison's house. And i know you're not going to Jake's. All i want is for you to go out and do something ~ Logan

Are you done yet ~ Brianna

No actually, since you moved here you got friends. But the people that have been here every moment for you, stop pushing them away over none sense ~ Logan

Are you serious? I told you to stop pushing me, i need time ~ Brianna

You've been saying that since you came from hawaii, cut the bs and talk with them ~ Logan

What do you want me to say! "Oh hey how are you, when are you gonna tell another lie on me. Or, are you moving to Antarctica tomorrow and not tell me" ~ Brianna

Can you just stol!! I'm gonna call the boys and tell them to bring both Madison and Eva. We are a gonna sit and get this over with ~ Logan

And i told you to not push me ~ Brianna

I'm sorry that it had to come to this but if you aren't gonna sit with us and do this.... you..... you have to go ~ Logan

Are you serious? Are you actually serious, it's not such a big for you to telling me to go ~ Brianna

One you already left and shit starts going bad and you run back to me. And second, yes it's not such a big deal for you to work things out with them ~ Logan

I can't believe you right now, I'm your sister. If i know things would be this bad i would have never moved here, maby it's time for me to leave. The LA life isn't for me ~ Brianna

You don't even know how hard I'm trying not to say or do something that'll hurt you right now. You're acting so ungrateful, everyone has been here for you in every way you could think of. ~ Logan

Have you ever thanked any of us for nothing we did for you. Have you thanked none of us for helping when you were sick, jonah slept over night at the hospital for nights. Madison's passion is art, she didnt go to art school just for you. All the boys have done something to help in their own way, now tell me what exatly have you done. Be fvcking ungrateful. ~ Logan

He then backed away and went out to the balcony. I then wiped away a few tears i didn't even notice were running down my cheeks.
I sat in the same position letting all his words soak in, i didn't want to talk with everyone but maby this is the last time.

I am gonna talk with them or at least try but I'm going home afterwards. I have destroyed my relationship with everyone.

I was knocked out of thought by the sound of the sliding doors.

They'll be here in a minute, so are you going or are you talking ~ Logan

I didn't answer him, i just sat there as more tears run down my cheeks. I was acting like the world was on my shoulder that i never stopped and think about none of this.

A know was placed upon the door and logan went to open the door and of course it was the boys, eva and Madison.

They all gathered in the living room,  Jonah saw i was crying and came to hug me but i pulled away indicating him to not hug me.

End of flashback

And that's where we are at now.