Secrets - Bellamy blake

Payback!

I was woken by Bellamy pushing Murphy away. "Get the hell away from me."

"Bellamy, you're sick ok? I'm just trying to help." Murphy defended. Blood started to ooze from Bellamy's nose. Murphy handed him a piece of cloth. Rather than take it Bellamy wiped it on his sleeve.

"When I'm better if you're still here-"

"Thanks for your help Murphy." I sat up taking the cloth. "I got it from here." Murphy nodded and walked away. I dabbed his nose, all the time he just looked at me.

"You look better!" He said gently taking my hand. I nodded at him telling him I felt better. "Have you seen Octavia."

"Not for a while. She was here last night helping people. Until Murphy gave her a break!"

"You trust Murphy now?"

"No, not really." I said as I got comfier.

"Hey!" We looked up to see Clarke standing there.

"You feeling better?" Bellamy asked. She nodded. "Better get everyone inside. If we lock the doors the Grounders will think we're not him!"

"Not everyone is sick!" Clarke said to him.

"Sick is better then dead."

"You don't think Finn and Jasper will pull it off?" Clarke folded her arms.

"Pull what off?" I asked.

"Do you?" Bellamy asked completely ignoring my question.

"I'll get everyone in." She sighed and turned to leave.

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I was asleep on the top level of the dropship, when I heard Jasper come back. I looked down the ladder and saw him and Bellamy stood round the table. They were whispering about something, whatever it was Jasper was getting agitated. I slowly climbed down to see what was going on.

"They've been taken." Jasper said to Bellamy, sounding as if Bellamy didn't understand what he was saying.

"Who's been taken?" I asked walking closer to them. Bellamy looked at me then Jasper.

"Clarke, Finn and Monty." He said, my eyes grew wide when I heard Monty's name. "Bellamy won't go after them."

Bellamy sighed. "Don't you think I want to go after them, too?" 

"If it were you out there, you think Clarke, Finn and Monty would be hiding behind these walls?" Jasper snapped.

"No, they'd go after me. Then they'd be dead too." I went to opening my mouth but he continued. "I'm only doing what I think is right for the group." With that he walked away, leaving me and Jasper alone. Jasper climbed to the middle level and started working on the mines.

"I'll go with you if you want?" Jasper looked at me. "Looking for Clarke and that lot." Jasper smiled at me then climbed down. I followed. As I reached the bottom floor I saw Jasper stood over someone. I ran over and knelt down. It was Myles.

"He stopped breathing!" I turned to see Murphy stood there. "I, I was trying to help him."  He looked at me and then at the gun lying on the table. Jasper dove for it, but he was too slow. Murphy aimed it at Myles.

"Murphy think about this for a second." I slowly stood up and placed myself in between Murphy and Myles.

"H-he tried to kill me." He said in a shaky voice. I felt Jasper grab me and start gently pulling me backwards. "Hey, don't move." Murphy pointed the gun at me.

"Ok. It's cool" Jasper said looking at me.

"No it's not. You know what will happen to me if you tell Bellamy!"

A crackling sound caught my attention. Followed by a deep voice. "Tell Bellamy what?" The sound of his voice helped ease my nerves. I knew we were going to be ok. Sort of.

"Give me the radio Jasper."

Jasper slowly reached for the radio. I watched wide eyed as he pressed the button. "Murphy has a gun and he killed Myles." He said quickly before Murphy knocked him to the floor.

"Jasper" I cried as I fell to the floor next to him.

"Murphy, what the hell are you doing?" Bellamy asked through the radio. Without answer Murphy flipped the lever near the door of the dropship. It started closing. I felt a lump forming in my throat. We were trapped. Trapped with a psychopath.

"Murphy! Murphy! Open the damn door!" The panic in Bellamy's voice seemed to echo mine in my head.

"You try to be a hero, Jasper dies." Murphy sneered. I watched as Murphy grabbed some rope. I pleaded with him to let us go. "Shut up!" He screamed at me.

"Murphy of you hurt Jasper, I swear to god you're dead." It was Octavia. I felt relief. When she was around only good things happened.

Murphy smirked at me. "Oh I don't just have Jasper in here." I shook my head at him.

"Don't you dare!" I warned him.

"I have Athena too." I closed my eyes. I knew both Blakes would do anything to get me out. Hell they would have done that for Jasper. But Bellamy told me he didn't want to lose me.

"Murphy! I know you can here me." Bellamy seemed to be real calm. Maybe I was wrong about his feeling for me. "All our ammo and food is in the middle you know that. You're leaving us vulnerable to attack. I can't let that happen."

"Yea well, in case you hadn't noticed. You're not exactly in control right now." Murphy slightly laughed. I wish I could knock that smarmy smirk off his damn face.

"Come on Murphy!" I could hear Bellamy getting annoyed. "You don't want to hurt Jasper or Athena. You want to hurt me." Fear gripped my stomach. If Bellamy came in here he was sure to die. "So what do you say? How about a trade? Them for me!"

"Bellamy don't!" I yelled causing Murphy to hit me.

"How?" He asked

"Simple. Open the door. I walk in, they walk out." Murphy looked at me as he drummed his fingers on the walkie.

"I have a better idea. How's about, you walk in and Jasper walks out. Athena stays." He smirked at me.

"No!" Bellamy said. "They both walk out!"

"Bellamy do it!" I yelled. I knew that way at least one of us was getting out. It also meant I could figure a way to get Bellamy and I out.

"No deal then." Murphy shot me a look. It was a look I couldn't exactly read. What was going through that twisted mind of his. "Looks like he does care for you, sweetheart."

"Fine!" Bellamy finally said after a long pause.

"The again maybe he doesn't." I glared at Murphy and lunged at him. "Ah! down now." I did what I was told and sat next to Jasper.