Warning: this slightly deals with anxiety, if that makes you uncomfortable in anyway please don't feel the need to read it.
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I sighed looking at the time on my phone. "12 o clock huh, I should probably get some sleep then." Putting away my art supplies and crawling into bed. It was then my thoughts started to turn for the worst.
"What if I forgot something, what if u didn't lock the door and somebody gets into the house?"
Crawling out of my bed I ran though the house checking the door locks just to calm my anxiety. I sighed in relief as I turned the last door's knob. "See brain I had locked up the house, and now it's time to get some rest!" I then headed back to bed snuggling into the covers.
"What if you can't fall asleep now?"
I sighed yet again "that's unlikely brain."
"What if somebody is watching you though the window?"
I pulled the current closed.
"What if a earthquake happens late at night and I die?"
I opened my eyes.
"What if I say something stupid tomorrow cause I didn't get any sleep?"
I ended up rolling over and shutting my eyes, "just stop thinking like that it won't help... it never helps."
"What if... what if..."
I wanted to cry everything seemed so big, "why can't I just be normal?"
"Because you're NOT normal"
That night I couldn't sleep my mind was to over swarmed with the words "what if."
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Sorry about this one, it was just on my mind and stuff, anyways hope you enjoyed and bye my scientist friends!
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One Of The Shots
RastgeleHey guys see this book thing... yeah it's just a bunch of oneshots about stuff, some are horror (which usually I end up freaking myself out over later .-.) Some are sad, others are kinda like poems, in other words it's just a bunch of randomness.
